linda's blog

2009-04-13T06:51:00.000-07:00

left one more week n sch is starting.. so fast.. 6 weeks pass already... n i jus spend my last one whole week lying on the bed most of the time.. bcos im sick.. had fever n very bad headache n sore throat.. my fever keep coming back again n again.. n keep feeling cold.. seen doc 3 times in 3 days.. at first, doc only giv my normal med on mon.. n when i go back on wed to c doc again bcos still haven recover n really very terrible.. he gave me antibiotics.. n i feel quite ok in the afternoon alr.. but, evening time.. my fever back again? arrgh... then i feel cold n sick again.. n aunt moi called.. n she said bring me to A&E at tan tock seng hosp.. bcos my mum n her worried that i keep having fever n headache.. so we went to tan tock seng.. thank God aunt jas came oso.. bcos i feel quite sian to c doc again n c doc 2 times within a day.. n the doc dunno how to speak chinese n my mum doesnt uds.. n i felt quite blur when i reach there.. so aunt jas helped alot when she reached.. n she came in n my mum waited outside.. bcos only one person can accompany me.. n the doc said i got viral infection n said will do a blood test for me to ensure everything is ok n my mum wun worry n while waiting for the result, he made me went on drip bcos he feels that im abit dehydrated bcos my appetite was very very bad for the few days.. never eat n drink.. so was under drip for ard 2 hrs n result was ok.. jus needa cont to take antibiotics n wait the next few days to hav the effect.. n yea, i recovered on thurs!!! haha so fast! n fully recovered now! haha.. thank God for the healing n thanks to everyone who prayed for me.. =) health is important.. jus bcos im sick, i cant do anything for the whole week.. keep sleeping n lying down bcos really feel very tired plus the med will cause drowsiness..

kovan superstar is coming soon.. n publicity is needed! needa work on the video n make the publicity interesting.. pray that everything goes well n may God grant me creativity!!! =)

2009-04-03T10:28:00.000-07:00

yeah! finally took the balai photos from esther.. thanks for helping me to transfer all the photos including weikang's camera.. =)

DAY 1...

setting off from habourfront... first group photo..all girls with wan's mum at the hotel lobby..

serene, geraldine, me n esther.. haha, 4 pretty girls!

our rooms r linked.. n when we reach there, wad will we do? haha, of cos is photo taking time!!!

we set our own self timer n start to do funny faces..

then, we asked the guys to help us take.. n i love this shot! 4 of us r so naturally looking at the camera admiring our own photos.. haha.. such a natural shot of us smiling happily..

then, we went to wan's hse.. his hse is so big n has many animals.. but i never post the house photo n animals photos.. bcos humans r nicer to see ma! haha.. so this is serene n me.. "cycling"! haha.. (actually we r jus resting there.. n pose for photo! while e rest r playing with the guns his dad keeps.. so cool rite?)

then weikang came n join us for photo taking too! haha..

alright, thats for day 1... nth much.. =)

DAY 2...

here comes for day 2.. we went to wan's hse for praise n worship then we took a bus n set off to the waterfall n beach.. but b4 goin off, photo taking time again!

the girls in the bus.. esther, me, serene, ger, yaya(wan's sis)..

this is a nice shot too! all of us squeeze into the shot! haha.. n nice shape ya.. but, weikang is not inside! haha, bcos he took for us..

n yea, we reach the waterfall.. haha, this is not the deep part.. geraldine n esther r wet! but im not! haha, bcos i din walk up to the higher part w them.. but sat at the lower area w andrew to soak our legs in the cold water.. bcos our legs r full of mosquito bites! mosquito always love me so much.. hais, pls go away!

a group photo again b4 setting off to the beach.. but, guangqing n raymond r missing again! (aiyo, always got ppl missing in the shots wan..)

alright, when we reach the beach.. i saw my BIG name, LINDA on the stone!!! haha.. but i dunno wad does that "san to" means..

serene, geraldine n me..

there's more beach photos in serene's camera.. yet to collect the photos from her.. so thats abt all for beach.. went there for awhile only then we went to wan's hse again for BBQ dinner!!! the stingray is super nice... yummy yummy.. i miss the food!!! haha..

me n esther.. =)

then we went up to 2nd storey of his hse for karaoke time! i pose this shot bcos of my silly pose.. haha.. i wanted to do a heart shape pose to serene.. hee.. SWEET SWEET LOVE!

yes, finally another group photo without ppl missing!!! =)

n home sweet home! taken in the ferry b4 leaving balai.. n thats wan! he brought us ard balai.. =)

this the first time going on a holiday trip with most of them.. was a pretty fun trip! =)

2009-03-28T06:31:00.000-07:00

alright, i noe my blog is rotting.. so looong never update alr.. i had been away from spore for long.. went to balai last thurs to sat.. n went to malacca on mon to thurs.. haha.. n i was down with a diarrhoea.. went to a doc today.. =(

let's start with balai trip..
took lotsa photos.. BUT, it's not with me.. will get from others on sunday then i upload okie.. (oops, i realise i got alot of photos not yet upload).. when i reached balai, i realise something... balai is KARIMUN! wher i went for my cip when im in sec3.. haha, im back there again.. aww~ found the place so familiar.. hmmm, it was a great time spending with cousins, aunt, church frens.. hmmm, it's fun after all.. enjoyed the bbq lots bcos the food was so nice!!! haha, especially the stingray.. miss it man.. haha, ray n gq was saying why i hate cats but love the thing they eat which is fish.. hello, it's no link alright.. n i replied sth evil.. i said, "i wanna finish all the fishes n the cats will starve n had no food to eat!" hahaha! crazy me.. wan's house was super big.. it will never happen in my life to have such a big house.. n got alot of animals.. saw my relatives, goat! haha.. after a trip like this, i realise sth.. jus a short little trip, really can observe how different ppl are.. n really gotta to know ppl more.. interesting huh.. but of cos, need good observation la.. alright, shall talk more about it with pics la..

then malacca trip..
it was a rush decision made.. jus decided b4 i went balai.. went there to help the word place.. hmmm, quite a gd trip.. in this trip, i thank God that i had many time to catch up with ger.. haha.. it's been long since we chat like that.. bcos we were all busy with our own stuff.. no pics for this trip.. din took any.. haha.. watched a movie on wed nite at there tooo.. it was so cheap!!! rm6 only! watch race to witch mountain.. NICE SHOW! worth it.. =)

the answer is wait and i shall wait patiently.. in this period, i can say.. i really grow alot.. no matter wad is the result in the end, jiayou meimei! bcos God knows the best for u!

in love with a new song by Jolin, 妥協..

2009-03-16T18:51:00.000-07:00

THANK GOD!!! =) i waked up early today jus to check my result.. i expected my gpa to drop bcos this sem is harder.. but really through God's grace... my gpa is the same as last sem 3.8! im super super happy!!! really really thank God!!! im really thankful to God seriously.. bcos is really Him who gave me this result.. n i pray that i can continue to maintain this result n glorify the Lord!!! =) meimei, press on n jiayou n God will do the rest!

alrite, long time never blog alr.. let me start from last fri, 13/3.. met up with yink, cyn, wanie.. had a great time with them! we celebrated wanie's bday n gave her a surprise! can read from wanie's blog.. i haven got the pics from her.. haha, took alot alot alot of photos! im glad she enjoyed herself n i had a great time too catchin up with the 3 of them.. cos is the first time we meet up after our holiday.. n we hang out at many romantic places.. haha..

sat 14/3, went for ger's project serve graduation.. glad that she learn so much through project serve n mature alot in the Lord's words.. =) well done! after that, went to bball challenge at kovan.. was sick on sat.. so i was so tired when i reached kovan.. was down with a flu.. but thankfully, im better now! =)

this thurs going to balai.. haha, my only overseas trip in this holi.. hope that i can enjoy to the fullest.. im feeling normal for this trip.. not overly excited n not feeling bored about it.. haha.. shall blog more after my trip then! hope that i can have photos too.. cos i dun hav a camera.. =(

2009-03-03T08:09:00.000-08:00

my laptop is in hospital now.. currently using my sis's com.. =) hope to get back my laptop in a very very gd condition n really well repaired.. cos i not sure the ppl understand wad im saying anot.. i scared they call me n ask i also hard to tell them wher spoil.. cos the spoiled part is hard to describe, mus hav the laptop then noe how to explain.. n when i call the service care centre.. i tok to the ppl until i angry.. haha, bcos if his accent.. n i cannot understand what he is tokin.. i think he oso abit frustrated.. haha.. n i hope the ppl will help me mend the speaker's "clothes" oso.. the guy who came to take my laptop say that part not under warranty which i dun understand why.. it's the same wad.. bcos my speaker the colour came out abit.. hais, full of damages..

recently not much photos to post.. one of it is sunday's gathering with gladys n hukun.. will post it once i get it from gladys.. hukun is gone to wuhan.. hope she is doing well there.. had a great time with them! yink n wanie is gone to vietnam.. hope they have fun!!! haha, sounds like all my frens are overseas n im stucked at home.. =( but 19 to 21mar i will be going to balai.. hope to hav fun there too..

2009-02-27T07:52:00.000-08:00

went to watch "Slumdog Millionaire" today.. quite a nice movie.. a special way they express the story.. is an india show.. i quite like it too.. watch this show bcos i heard that it won many awards in oscar.. 8 lei.. wow.. hee, one image that is very vivid in my mind is the little boy jumping down to the pool of poo poo.. oh my!!! yucks..

one thing i've been thinking this few days... im praying.. thinking to teach tuition for pri sch students.. asked some details from hukun today bcos she is currently teaching.. but one thing i will be stress n scared is i dunno how to teach.. but i wish to giv it a try.. will get the agent number n i pray that God will provide me students if im doing sth pleasing.. =) one thing i scared is, what if the student's hse got cats? i cant imagine man!!! haha.. n even after my holi, i still can teach.. alrite, shall c how it goes...

i began to feel the stressness about planning de rally... to be honest, im very distracted.. meimei, pls jiayou n buck up!

anyway, i hav decided to go to the balai trip with 4gugu, cousin n my churchmates.. woohoo! hope that i will enjoy to the fullest n hav fun with all of them!

2009-02-25T09:30:00.000-08:00

im in love n going after something recently...

haha, what is it??

it's a hongkong drama, 隨時候命 ALWAYS READY !!!

this show is super nice!! it's about government flying service (GFS).. n of cos, some love story.. haha, my fav character is kefeng! then slowly, ben sir n his son! his son is super cute.. n kefeng's character in this show is so attractive to me.. hahaha.. i missed quite many episodes on channel u n so, i went to search online.. n woohoo! i found it on tudou!!! im happy like mad! n i finish the whole show today.. haha, cos left a few more episodes only.. still thinkin whether shld i go n watch back the episodes i missed.. alrite, the ending is super good! go watch ppl! firstly, i like to watch them saving ppl from the mountain, very super big seas n places on fire.. n secondly, i like to watch the relationship between the different character which let me feels warm.. like their family gathering, n chit chatting with friends during trouble who need someone to listen to or to be adviced.. overall, a nice show that is worth to watch!

i realise i like to watch drama that is about a job.. many hongkong dramas did that which i like it very much.. =) n show that got a theme or culture like little nyonya.. it lets u understand about the work n culture more.. hee, n im thinking whether to re-watch little nyonya again online.. haha.. cos i missed quite a few episodes too.. shall do it when im free..

alrite, today met up with jx n bev to asked them more about the plannings for gospel rally.. really thank them for the advices given n letting me feels more clear about the process of doing it.. shall think n plan hard during this holiday.. jiayou, meimei!

2009-02-24T04:44:00.000-08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!!! WOOHOO! =)

yes.. thank God for leading me through my exams.. =) glad that is over n im on holiday now!!! wad will i be doing for holiday lei? one big thing is to plan for june's gospel rally.. which will be stressful.. pray that God will lead through everything n i can gain a different experience n lessons in this planning.. first time planning a rally.. another thing shld be helping out in some areas in yfc.. hope to spend my time meaningfully in this holiday.. it may seems long but i believe time passes fast...

hmmm, i said im going to post pics after my holi.. but im using my sis's com to update now.. n all my photos r in my laptop.. so next post alrite.. cos my bro is using now..

im going to send my laptop to hospital soon.. haven call the hp company.. hope that i can get it repaired free or in a cheaper price... n i hope the person will believe that i din drop my laptop that causes the hole.. i wun lie to the person de..

alrite.. yest after exam, went for dinner with yink n cyn.. a pity that wanie din join us.. i guess it will be even more fun with her ard.. we forgot to tell her n yink yink even forgotten she suggested this dinner.. haha.. then got scolded by cyn n me.. but wanie got her own plan alr.. we eat n chat.. had a gd time with them.. great to have this 3 frens!

TO WANIE N YINK:
enjoy ur vietnam trip okie!! haha, i noe u 2 will like it even more if i go rite.. hahaha, so thick-skin me!

TO CYN:
all the best for ur new job ya! jiayou! hee..

n yeah.. this sunday im meeting gladys n hukun! long time din meet them oso le... hk is leaving to wuhan on 3mar.. haha, she keep saying i forgot the date.. haha, indeed i really confused the dates.. haha.. so tis time we meet up rush.. cos she going there for one month plus.. yeap, great that we r keeping in touch always.. but haven thought of wher to go... cracking my head.. hee..

hope that it will turn out well n like it even though is rush.. jiayou!

a song to recommend.. by 吴克群, 愛太痛.. nice n touching song..

2009-02-10T05:19:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AMILY!!! :)

(hope that u happen to see this post!)

it's february alr!!! so fast! n this is my first post for feb.. long time din blog.. hmmm, this week is study break.. was revising my cmaths this two days.. i dunno whether my pace of revision is consider fast or slow.. =( but i hope that i will giv my very best for all my 3 exams!!!!

hmmm, im really lookin forward to 23feb after 6pm when i finished my all my exams.. n it is the last day of my year 1! oh wow! it's so fast!!!! one year in poly has past!

i need time to settle myself n get myself back.. many ppl say that i had been weird recently which i somehow agree.. is it good or is it bad? i dunno how to ans.. there r many things running through my mind.. which i cant sort it out properly.. n somethings r just hard to say... i jus hope i will live my life in a way that is pleasing to God..

heard this song by fish leong today, 听不到.. this is part of the lyrics which is near to my heart..

会很会伪装我自己

你不该背我的秘密

沉重都给我微笑给你

奔狂奔空旷的感情

走暴走暴走的伤心

透明的叹息

最后还是我的秘密

我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道

世界若是那麽大为何我要忘你无处逃

我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道

世界若是那麽小为何我的真心你听不到

jiayou to to all my friends and myself too for our final exams in yr 1!

2009-01-29T08:55:00.000-08:00

it's chinese new year again... moo moo~
hmmm, this yr chinese new yr was rather boring.. din really enjoy myself.. cos i keep thinkin about my test on wed.. =( which is right after the public holi.. never go to many ppl's hse.. only to my grandma n malaysia, my mum's side.. thats all.. find that sometimes cny is quite boring actually.. sit at the hse nth to do.. what i had been doing this few days is eating eating n eating! my stomach is always full!!! n sit there watch tv... nth much.. n soon after i sit down, i fell asleep.. haha, im so boring ya.. i dunno how to brighten up my chinese new yr! no exciting activities to do.. n always, the hse doesnt hav much ppl.. =( so the atmosphere not so there..

watched a movie, "The Wedding Game" yest with my sis n her frens.. quite a nice show.. very funny.. entertainment industry is indeed so hei an.. i hope this movie doesnt happen in real life.. even though is funny, but it will be so terrible for the two celebrities.. i guess during cny, the most happening thing is i went for a movie ba.. haha..

im so in holiday mood.. I CANT!!! i mus buck up n study hard for my remaining 2 common test n 3 exams.. jap, comm skills, cmath, cos n oop.. so jiayou meimei! =)

rely on His strength, be convinced n learn to let go...

2009-01-20T08:05:00.000-08:00

yeah.. more relief now alr! cos scary monday has passed.. =) monday was a busy day.. jap e-assessment n role play, oopp submission, cs presentation.. yeah it's over! n one gd news for jap is the lecturer say SDL2 no need hand in le! woohoo! haha, cos i haven do yet..

today im even more relief.. maths equiz over n dmd flash lab test over! thank God that i manage to handle both quite well! my dmd starting met alot of probs.. cos i blur blur dunno how to start n cant change the pics to vector n i cant zoom in the pic oso.. but i spot my mistakes.. a least the animation came out.. only the button cant work.. but i did my best! thank God for sustaining me through!

after the long day, stayed back in sch with my best proj partner, wanie! we did our dmd proj.. thank God, we did quite alot.. n im glad to see the thing came out nice n well! both of us were so happy w it! =) reached home at ard 10pm.. n i miss cell today.. cos we target to finish our proj by this fri so that we can concentrate on our common test.. n cell change to today after we confirmed the date to do proj on tues.. so i din go for cell.. n yeah, tmr im finally going to get my cny clothes.. had been dragging n dragging.. =)

still got friday's dmd equiz n e dmd proj.. n im going to chiong n put my best effort for my common test n exams alr!!!

sorry that this few posts there's no photos.. but soon okie.. when my exams r over i will post photos! YF closing ceremony n my formal presentation photos.. hee..

i feel much more better alr.. thank God for leading my through... continue to press on, meimei!

2009-01-16T05:41:00.000-08:00

The Lord is so faithful...

13jan: God wants us to come to Him with our complaints. If we march through life pretending to smile while inside we bleed, we dishonor the relationship.

14jan: Do not fear therefore; you are of more value than many sparrows. —Matthew 10:31
It’s good to know that the God who cares for us never loses track of us. In fact, Jesus said that not even one sparrow “falls to the ground apart from [God’s] will. . . . Do not fear therefore; you are of more value than many sparrows” (Matt. 10:29-31).
When we face difficult circumstances, fear may cause us to wonder if God is aware of our situation. Jesus’ teaching assures us that God cares deeply and is in control. His tracking of our lives will never fail.

15jan: I know that hope is available in Jesus, that guidance comes through the Spirit, and that knowledge and power are found in God’s Word.
The words of Psalm 119 give us encouragement. When our soul “clings to the dust,” we can be revived according to God’s Word (v.25). When our soul is full of sorrow, we can be strengthened by His Word (v.28). When we are threatened by deceit, we can follow the truth of His Word (vv.29-30). Our heart can be set free by God’s commands (v.32).
Are life’s demands overwhelming you? If so, you can find hope, guidance, and knowledge to help. It’s in God’s Word.

this week hasnt been a very good week for me.. im quite upset by some probs n stressing over projs.. but i really thank God that His words strengthen me n encourage me.. when everybody is so busy with their own work n i dunno who to turn to.. God will be there.. He is always there to listen to my complains jus like what 13jan Our Daily Bread wrotes.. n He said to me that He cares for me deeply n He is in control.. n most imptly.. He said, "DO NOT FEAR... " through His words, i know that i can find hope, guidance n knowledge from Him.. i really thank God for loving me so much n He is so faithful to me that He never forsakes me whenever i need Him.. He washes away all my tears n gives me strength to face each day with courage..

im better now alr bcos i know God is walking with me.. n i tell myself not to think too much.. so jiayou meimei! =)

im so happy that i finished my oopp proj alr n i submitted my database proj!!! thanks to all the friends who help me out! saw my common test result for dmd today n i got A! thank God for this result that He gave me! =) next week will be a very stressing week too.. bcos there's so many things happening.. mon got jap role play n quiz, oopp submission, cs presentation.. arrgh.. stress! tues got dmd lab test n cmaths quiz.. fri got dmd equiz! n still got dmd proj haven finish! God, please give me strength n knowledge to sustain through the week! common test n exams coming on week 16 onwards which starts at chinese new yr the 3rd day! ahh!!! how to enjoy chinese new yr like tat? hmmm, but in everything mus give thanks.. mus always rmb how God lead me through always.. so jiayou jiayou!

n oso all the best to all my classmates! let's work tgt for the next few weeks for projs, test n exams!!! =) n im looking forward to my holiday which starts ater 23feb!!! woohoo!

ok, now another thing.. 羅志祥's new song, 撐腰 mv is out! find that it is a very cute mv, by thanking all the people who helped him n support him.. the dance is cute! check this out!

2009-01-12T06:10:00.000-08:00

very long never update my blog alr...

hasnt been well eversince the year start.. why is all the prob coming up? i can be honest that one of the prob is bcos of myself.. but why? im scared that things will change n sth might happen soon...

im stress up with sch work n i dun feel like doing.. im tired of thinking about that burden.. n im afraid that things will go back to the past n turns upside down.. sch, love, money.. why?

why cant i start 2009 properly? i told myself to control my tears always n maintain as cheerful as i can.. i told myself not to affect ppl with my mood.. i wan to be everybody's miss sunshine.. can i?

i dunno who to turn to.. n i only can turn to God.. Lord, pls help me to make a different to everything.. use me to be ppl's blessing.. pls grant me love, joy n acceptance.. let me learn to entrust to u n be faithful in praying.. let me be more sensitive to all the ppl ard me.. pls help me to go through this down period.. n i wun affect my service to u..

n this is the reason why i blog.. to release my frustration here.. dun ask me anything.. i will say if i want..

2009-01-08T06:34:00.000-08:00

long time never update my blog alr... sch started n im tired.. projects projects n projects!!! yes, there r so many things for me to do but wher is my discipline??? meimei, pls work hard!

since 2009 started, i had been quite moody.. dunno why.. i hope my cheerfulness will be back.. the real n truthful joy from my heart.. n the heart n joy of serving the Lord..

dunno what to blog.. but i pray that i will not be lazy but to work hard for my projs n exams!!! im looking forward to tmr's meeting with rach!! hee..

alrite, shall blog till here.. nth interesting for today's post..

2009-01-01T05:07:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 2009!!!

year 2008 pass really fast...
how did i spend my new year's eve?
year end prayer meeting in church! i always enjoy n look forward to year end prayer meeting.. counting the Lord's blessing of the year, worship n hearing people's sharing.. n of cos, the countdown time! the warmed handshake n hugs from brothers n sisters r so great! but i wasnt feeling very well during new year's eve.. feel the whole body weak n in the morning felt abit giddy n din went sch.. nose block for the whole day till now.. im falling sick again.. sianz..
Lord, pls grant me good health in the year 2009! that i wun faint n fall sick so often..

we were asked to write our 2009 wishes yest..
i wrote 4 things:
1. Continue to grow spiritually in God's words
2. Be a more prayerful person
3. Study hard
4. Share the gospel to 2 friends

thats my wishes.. i haven really tot of my goals for the year.. am going to think about it throughout the weekend.. but some shld be the same as my wishes.. =)

not to bring my burden to 2009 again.. from jiaxian's sharing, it's not easy.. yes, i agree.. n he said, so we shld surrender it to God.. yes, Lord i want to surrender it to u.. so i pray that i will really hand everything to God n not burdening myself too much.. n face it courageously when it comes.. jiayou, meimei!!!

let's start 2009 happily and walk in the path that is pleasing to God!

2008-12-25T03:36:00.000-08:00

alright.. time for me to update about my holidays..

16dec to 19dec.. YF Camp Jigsaw!

well, it was a nice camp.. manage to see the love in all the youths.. n tis is e first time to be a leader in a camp to lead a grp.. not easy n i mus be alert always.. n this camp i had to do media coverage also.. so quite busy for me.. i guess in this camp, the biggest fear is cats!!!!! changi got alot of cats man!! one of the night, we got night games.. n is outside the chalet.. oh man! the cats r like so many.. over 10plus.. n i was really scared until my face go blank! n i stopped playing the games n went in to the chalet.. hope that this love never stops among our youths and we will continue to love one another, our theme.. (thanks to geraldine n weikang for the camera! u guys save my life! or else no pics n i will be dead!)

Group 1! going to set off to campsite from church!

Group 1 with the committee members! group name is AI! love in chinese..

YEAH!! we won the most lovey-dovey group! =) committee sees the effort in our group to remind each other during games to be calm n achieving our grp objectives! well done, AI!haha, n i won the best actress award for the skit! =)

YF CAMP JIGSAW 2008! LOVE ONE ANOTHER! all of us in our camp n YF tshirt!

"A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another." John 13:34

after camp, not much time for me to rest also.. i reached home at about 1plus on friday.. n i slept until 8 n i woke up to do my video for sunday fundraising dinner! was so tired n i did till 4am plus.. next day, went church to act for the peace grp gospel rally then after that went to celebrate christmas in singapore, CCIS to giv out handbooks n try to share the christmas story.. =) i was sleepy seriously.. n my video is still half done! n im prepared not to slp for sat night.. when reached home, i immediately do my video.. until 6am.. slept for 2hrs n went church.. wow! that few days im very abnormal due to lack of sleep.. i can be over high n i can be over low.. haha.. simply tired.. then 22dec, went to CCIS also.. in the morning actually watching cape no. 7 with lydia n ger.. but, i had no yuan fen with this show.. the timeslot doesnt fit! =( then wed early in the morning went for committee retreat at SAF changi chalet again.. a fruitful meeting to plan out everything.. may the Lord continue to bless the committee with wisdom to lead the youths to greater heights.. and yeah, finally got to sleep late after so many days...

n yeah, today is CHRISTMAS DAY! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

today is the day wher God show His love to us by sending Jesus Christ on earth to saves us from our sins! and God's gift to us is His precious son, Jesus.. this is the reason why Christmas is a season of giving.. jus like how God show His grace to us by giving us His son.. =)

tmr gotta meet marc to get the awards gift for sat.. im lookin forward to 28dec when i can be free!!! this 2 weeks had been quite stressful to me.. but im lookin forward to 27dec YF closing ceremony especially the awards ceremony.. haha, i guess it will be super fun n crazy! woohoo! haha, i suddenly miss our camp mass dance! haha, the part i love the best! n we danced it after the fundraising dinner on sunday.. haha.. it's such a wonderful atmosphere to see all the youths dance together and being so enjoyed n united! =)

2008 is ending.. how? bringing it to 2009 again? i guess s.. is hard to let go....

2008-12-22T09:59:00.000-08:00

羅志祥 new song, "搞笑" sang in bai fen bai..

touched by his singing..

got put feeling inside.. nice! =)

alright, i shall update more about youth camp n the things that happen during my holiday soon once im more free.. really very busy this two weeks n im very tired.. lack of sleep..

year is coming to an end soon.. nervous~

2008-12-11T09:40:00.000-08:00

OH YES! found someone uploading show's mv! it's finally out! =)

the dance is so cool and shuai!

ENJOY!!!

羅志祥箇中強手!

2008-12-11T09:00:00.000-08:00

yeah!!! common test is over! =) thank God that i never leave any blanks for the two papers! manage to write something at least..

let's talk about tuesday..
tuesday after cmaths common test.. yink, wanie n i went to amk hub for lunch.. thanks wanie! she treat us lunch! haha, cos she got her pay alr.. ate nasi beriyani.. super nice man! haha.. had been craving for it for long... yum yum~

wednesday..
nth much.. basically stayed at home to study for today's test.. write all the notes.. n at nite, went to uncle joshua's father's wake.. his death was a sudden wan.. met with accident.. life is really short.. we never noe when we will leave this world.. but thank God that he knows the Lord and we have the assurance that God has a place for him to go after death.. He had brought him home..
when i heard about his death, i kept thinking about my ah gong.. he has passed away for 2 yrs plus.. next yr jan will be 3 yrs le.. i miss my ah gong alot.. went to uncle joshua's father's wake bcos i remembered about he is my ah gong's friend.. was afraid i will cry when i go to the wake.. cos i will surely think about my ah gong.. but i din la.. was controlling.. =)
n i met xueyun laoshi at the wake.. had a small chat with her.. good to see her.. so happy talking to her! hope to go her hse to visit her soon! =)

thursday..
today supposed to meet meiting n ger for movie, CAPE NO. 7.. but we were late n the tickets r all sold out! wow.. the show so hot man! n im so blur.. im really very super not familiar with orchard area.. haha i was lost! not a typical youth man.. haha.. then end up we went to eat n shop.. bought a polo tee.. mango was having sale! alot of ppl! n good price too! haha..

alright, yeah.. HOLIDAY now! but still very busy.. tmr has to prepare for sunday's meeting.. Lord, pls help me.. =) and this sat got treasure hunt at sentosa with xyz inc.. yeah im the station master.. so no need to run about.. haha.. im lazy.. hmmm, shld bring mp3 while waiting for the grps to come.. so i can listen to music.. haha jus tot of it.. =)

woohoo! i realise tudou got upload LITTLE NYONYA! im so shocked! now i no need to worry if i miss the epi! n next week im going to miss 4 epi! =(( n yeah, next monday is 2 hrs! i love this show alot man! haha.. had been quite long eversince i follow a channel 8 drama until so crazy! =) love little nyonya! but sometimes watch until very angry.. cos the mother n the daughters so irritating!!!

oops.. today no pics to upload.. if hav, will put up.. im awaiting for show's album.. 箇中強手!!! waiting for the new mv!

okie.. this few days weather r turning cold.. so everyone pls take care of urself! oh ya, my blood test result is out! doc say im fine n well! so dun worry and thanks to all for the concern! =)

2008-12-03T22:07:00.000-08:00

yeah.. im done with the blogskin and tagboard! so happy! first time i edit all the codes and everything by myself.. haha, this time not my bro do for me wan lei.. hee..

i got the photos for my bday celebration at koufu..

me with my first bday cake of the day!i like this photo.. (taken by cyn) it's a nice take! blowing the cake! happy seventeen!wanie n yink.. (no cyn bcos she dun wan to take with me! =(( )and here's the sabotage time.. me approaching the 17th guy to pass him the cake.. haha.. yeah.. thanks alot to all of u for the celebration! =)

hmmm, this two days no sch! time to study for common test! jiayou! tmr gotta go back sch for awhile for the retest for jap oral.. i dunno how to study! hope i noe what to say..

and oso, everyone was quite concern about my health.. im ok and well alr! waiting for the blood test result to come out.. i think it shld be fine ba! =)

oh ya ya!! b4 i end my post.. i shldnt forget this..

thanks wanie, yink n cyn for all the purplish presents!! it's nice!

alright, i wanna go n study alr..

and lastly, im seriously awaiting for xiaozhu's album to come out! ahh!! it's coming soooon! woohoo!

very shuai rite? haha, nice pic yea.. (cope from a youtube uploader! but i think it's from his blog la.. haha..)

2008-11-30T06:09:00.000-08:00

2 weeks din go church alr..

last week went malaysia for grandpa's bday.. then this week lei? hais.. long story...

yest nite stayed at grandma's hse.. then this morning was getting ready to go church.. but suddenly i feel stomachache.. very pain.. so i went to the toilet.. stayed inside very long but nth comes out.. then, i suddenly feel very giddy... n i noe i cant go church alr.. everytime never fail, i started to feel giddy, i cant do anything after that le.. then i went to the sofa n lie down.. n xiao gugu came out i told her i very giddy.. then i rested awhile.. she said she wanted to bring me home.. n i feel alrite when i stand up.. but when im in the lift, my giddy is back.. then she faster bring me to sit.. oh man, i totally no strength at all.. n i vomitted.. i sit that for awhile.. then she bring me back up to her home to rest.. but when im in the lift, i feel super giddy.. and after that i dunno what happen alr.. n i assume i fainted.. cos everything blackout.. and the when i open my eyes, i found myself lying on the floor outside the lift with xiao gugu holding me.. the first thing i said n asked her was, "i got no strength, where am i now?" i feel totally blur.. then she went to called her neighbour to come out n help to hold me to her house.. cos im too heavy.. hahaha.. n i rested.. after that im ok le..

hais, i always have this habit of feeling giddy and faint.. doc always say nothing is wrong? but why always like that lei.. how???

tmr going to check.. so not going sch.. =(

God, i pray that the doc will be able to check out what is wrong bcos this is not the first time already.. and grant me good health..

thanks all the GOH cousins and mishu.. adeline, esther, raymond and peter.. thanks for the bag and the cute purple mouse! haha.. my third bag! and the mouse is so cutee n nicee!! i like! =) finally got a small n nice mouse.. haha, got many things i like for this year bday! thanks for all the blessings from family and friends!! =) muacks muacks!

the creamy shoulder bag n purple mouse! (haha, im using the mouse now!)

alright, pray for my health! common test coming! JIAYOU and have discipline to study, meimei!

2008-11-28T07:57:00.000-08:00

today during break time, went to koufu with wanie, cyn, yink, xmei n russell.. then cyn n yink went missing.. yink said she nid to meet her bf to take sth.. n guess what she took? wow.. im surprised n very happy! cyn n yink walk in to the koufu with a birthday cake! aww~ im touched by them! cos i really din expect it.. =) thanks alot!!! n we cut the cake.. left with two pieces.. who to eat lei? we called rongsheng to come over n he ate one piece.. then how about the other wan? haha.. cyn n xmei came out with this idea.. count the 10th guy who walks in from the door n i mus pass the cake to him! haha, guess who's the 10th guy? hahaha, the jap stall uncle! LOL! but he walked away very fast.. so skipped him! n skipped alot! cos i sit tooo far n tooo slow! n this yr is my 17th bday.. so they said the 17th guy i mus pass the cake to him.. so, we wait n count.. then the 17th guy appear.. n i walked over to pass to him.. haha, but he ran away.. he say dun wan dun wan.. then the rest was shouting to him jus take.. n i told him, "today is my birthday, jus wanna offer a cake to u.. jus take n eat.. n thats all!" haha, cos he seems stunned n scared!! but he heard nth is going to happen then he take.. haha, first time play this game..

First birthday cake of the day!

thanks alot to u all for this celebration! =)

after sch ends, aunt moi came to fetch me.. haha, i was peeping into the car to see if ger is here.. but only aunt lian inside lei.. then i get into the car.. n suddenly, someone open the car door.. n i was shocked! haha.. is ger la! i tot is some siao ppl la.. haha, cos ger's hide until she very hot n her hair is messy! so i tot is a mad person! haha.. is quite a surprise la! n we went to amk to hav jap food at SUMO-HOUSE.. very nice! especially the beef! yummy! n is quite worth it n the place says that it is the cheapest jap food in spore! =)

after that we headed to west coast plaza! cos last time i went there with 2 aunts n i like the place! cos there r alot of nice corner with nice backgrounds n can take photo! paiseh to take alone that time! but today there is ger.. n we took alot of photos at that shopping mall! hahahaha..

My favourite take!

haha this photo looks so real! can u believe it that the shopping mall got so many corners of nice backgrounds to take photos! haha.. but abit paiseh cos many ppl walking around..

and taking this photo i was laughing like siao.. haha, cos actually there is a chair in the middle.. n we take turns to sit on the chair to take photos.. then ger came out with this idea.. she said, "eh why not we move the chair and we look down n point the background will look more nice and real?" HAHA.. then she really immediately go n push the chair and say faster pose n take.. haha, is public stuff lei.. haha, how can anyhow move? then we were worried that the security will come.. haha, n i was laughing till siao..

but nice photo indeed! i love the background! =)lastly, a collage i did by putting most of the photos together! cos there's too much le.. very hard to upload one by one.. =)

love taking photos!!!received many presents.. thanks alot!!! =)

sis bought something i was longing for so looong.. cos i dun bear to buy cos it's too expensive! she bought a STAGE SHIRT for me!!! =) even though, i din get the design i like.. but anything from there i will love it to max!! the design was a basketball with a shoe! haha.. the most expensive shirt in my wardrobe! thanks alot sis! muackz!

SHOW ON STAGE! =)

presents!! and my cake! (still got one more cake from mum and dad but haven upload, next post ya.)thank God for placing so many people who loved me so much in my life! n i prayed that as i continue to grow older, i will always depend on the Lord's strength in every single part of my life.. so that i wun go astray.. =) jiayou meimei!

2008-11-27T07:42:00.000-08:00

yeah! i got the photos for friday outing.. downloaded picasa to to edit the photos.. cos all were taken in the dark at esplanade rooftop.. =)

Me with all the presents i got. =) I like the ferry wheels behind me.

The 3 of us.. Trying our best to zi pai to get the best outcome.. Haha.. This is good take!

haha why only the 2 of us? as we r trying to get the best take, gladys failed to squeeze her head inside.. n both of us think that she took a nice pic of us! haha.. without her..

yeah the ferry wheels behind.. keep finding the best angle to take the 3 of us in with the ferry wheels.. n we r afraid to drop the camera down to the first floor.. haha, cos mus stretch out my hand.. my face looks big here! =( but i like this pic!yeah! the last collage i edited jus now.. with all our face and individuals photo with the ferry wheels.. and them presenting the presents to me.. haha.. there r alot to upload! haha, so i put all in one.. a enjoyable, fun and happy night spent with them! =)

Woohoo! It's my birthday alr! cos it's 1226am!

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, MEIMEI! =)

2008-11-27T05:00:00.000-08:00

one more day.. =)

this few week i hav been very weak in my health.. keep coughing n feelin unwell.. leading me to missing quite a few lessons in sch.. hais, n i gotta realise how impt health is.. i wan to get well! bcos tmr is my day! then i cant eat alot of things.. had been craving for Macdonalds since last week.. hais...

today went home early again.. cos im really tired of the coughing n got gastric so i went home rest.. haven got the photos for last fri outing from hukun, when i got it from her i will immediately upload.. n tmr's photo too! haha..

alright, im watching "Little Nyonya" now.. quite a nice show.. so i shall blog until here..
TMR WILL BE A HAPPY DAY FOR ME!!!! =)

2008-11-23T09:10:00.000-08:00

A new song im in love with today.. jus love the lyrics so much..
was listening repeatedly when im back from malaysia..

眼泪笑了 by 刘力扬

比想象中更痛
你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走
都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重
谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候
我眼泪都笑了
谁还想哭呢
再勇敢地站着
找回光和热
面对你的时候
我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客
因为路有些曲折
是美的
心碎成了沙漠
就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手
本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢
谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候
我眼泪都笑了
谁还想哭呢
再勇敢地站着
找回光和热
面对你的时候
我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客
因为路有些曲折
我眼泪都笑了
谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的
就唱首离歌
想起你的时候
我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾
因为我已爱过你
深深的

tmr is a busy day.. =(( sleepy..

2008-11-21T08:29:00.000-08:00

today met up with hukun n gladys.. had a great time with them.. went to shokudo to eat dinner.. yummy! so nice man! n sth so funny happen.. haha.. we bought our main course n eat.. hukun finish it first then she was hurrying us for dessert.. so gladys n i went to buy cos she anyhow.. haha.. but we haven finish our food.. mine still left a few bites but gladys still left almost half.. then when i come back, i realise our plates r gone! then i asked, wher's our food? then she was shocked.. haha blur ah kun!!! the ppl ask whether can clear the plates then she jus said yes! oh man! then when gladys come back, her food is gone! n i cant stop laughing n gladys was so sad cos her still left quite alot.. hahaha.. really blur queen kun!

in the middle of our meals, hukun passed me a small present.. then gladys oso.. it was my birthday present! i tot they separate to buy present for me this yr.. cos they might be busy with sch work.. haha.. but who noes? more is to come.. but at that time, i was wondering why this yr no card? cos we will always do card for each other..

this r the two small gifts they gave.. purple! =) it's a lie for this 2 presents but i still like it!

then we headed to esplanade after that.. i recommended the rooftop cos i like.. haha.. nice scenery ma.. haha.. then gladys took out her nitendo ds to let me play cooking mama.. then i play for awhile only.. the main motive of this is to distract while she digs out the cake from her bag n prepare.. n i seriously never suspect anything.. n hukun was playing with me to make sure i dont lift my head up.. then i lost the game n hukun jus take the ds away from me.. n i lift up my head n they pass the cake to me n say HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

wow.. i was surprised! n they pass me all other presents which they prepared la.. n they still lie to me when im eating jus now... haha.. i was so happy.. they were so sweet la! they gave me a backpack n a disc.. oh man.. so touching.. they did a video for me! n it definitely suits me! cos im such a media media person n i love videos la! i tot the video was jus picture n some birthday words.. but, never did i expect.. haha.. there were so many ppl wishing me happy birthday through videos.. besides, hukun n gladys.. there r kiti, aaron n xinmei's words.. thanks alot! n most imptly, something i was shocked were the wishes from the taiwan celebrities.. haha, got he junxiang, she, ao quan, xing guang ban n XIAOZHU! haha.. they were so creative n clever la! thanks alot for the effort! how they got the video? haha, they found it hard on the youtube.. first time ppl do video for me.. im really touched by them even though i din cry.. haha, u shld noe i wun cry.. but i was laughing all the way for the video n felt so touched in my heart.. really.. n this yr is not written card but verbal card from the video! thanks hukun n gladys! i feel so blessed n loved! n i thank God for these 2 frens in my life! love ya! n the best gift i had for this yr is that hukun received Christ! i really feel so glad about it.. =) n one of my wish for this yr is that we can continue to be each other support as sisters in Christ n encourage each other with God's words n keep growing in Him.. THANKS MY 2 DARLINGS! =) shall get the pictures from hukun soon n i can post it up! we took alot! haha..

the backpack they bought.. nice! i like! jus nice, i need a backpack! haha..

this r the disc they specially did for me! something to treasure! touched~

hukun's dad drive me home today.. n bcos her hp was on silent, she got many n lotsa miss calls from her dad.. when we enter the car, i see the way hukun n her dad talk.. i keep controlling myself not to laugh out.. haha, so cute la! haha.. i rmb, her dad said what if there's urgent call for u then u never ans.. then she replied, there wun be urgent call for me la.. then her dad said, ppl will have urgent matters to look for u.. n she said, ppl have urgent things wun look for her de.. hahaha! n her dad sigh! hahaha... i was laughing at the back if u dont noe ah hukun.. haha..

all the presents of the day! most imptly, it's the time spent together!

more photos to come when i got it from hukun! haha, alot man!

2008-11-19T08:13:00.000-08:00

there's 3 tests this week.. jap, photoshop n database fundamentals.. thank God! it's over! but there's still more to come.. next week.. n common test week! =( endure n jiayou! trust that He will continue to lead u jus like how He bring u through always like last sem..

jus came back from cell grp, today was bible study on Leviticus.. had been keen to noe more about the old testament! it's really very amazing.. this yr had been touching alot on old testament.. so let this fire keep on going n noe God more!

today is quite a bored day.. feel so sianz.. dunno why.. arrgh, many things to do! i haven do my quiz n presentation prep! mus do alr!
i cant be sianz, my cheerfulness n sunshine mus be back ya.. =)

looking forward to this friday meeting with huii n kunn.. haha a new name for them! =) long time since we last met! miss them seriously!

2008-11-19T08:11:00.001-08:00

sometimes i jus feel that it's hard to put down.. something that im struggling for years.. m i willing to do it? i had been cheating myself n being contradicting.. y? hais.. it's not possible to disappear n i dun wish to change the situation.. 因为这个, 许多谎言都编造了出来.

2008-11-13T19:46:00.000-08:00

Alright, it's since soooooooo suupeer long eversince i update.. i noe im lazy.. haha, but sometimes i jus dun feel like writing anything n dunno wad to update.. as promise, i will update a post.. n hopefully, more next time.. hee..

from sept to nov.. i guess many things happen but cant possibly to write out everything..

but i can say time pass really very fast.. year is coming to an end soon..

wow.. still rmb the day i take my Os, it has been one year alr.. so fast! n i wanna congrats my dearest tangjie! woohoo! it's over! i guess u had went through alot, but im glad from ur blog, i've seen the growth in u.. u had become more matured in God's eyes.. n i think this is the most impt thing than any other.. =) good job, tangjie!

year end is always busy.. n i guess this yr is even more busy than other years.. yup, cos i dun hav my 2 months holiday.. n i only got a 2 weeks break.. n is already occupied already! youth camp, XYZ christmas dinner, CCIS, committee retreat, closing ceremony.. oh mine! so many things.. even though, all is very fun n happening! n im lookin forward to it.. but there's many work to do n prepare for some of the events.. n i gotta be busy with videos, videos n videos..

n for this yr bday(suddenly rmb it bcos i read ger's blog), im not looking forward as much as i used to be.. last time, bday is always sth im excited about alot like crazy.. but mayb this yr, bcos no sch holiday during my bday period many tests during that period, so im not as excited.. haha.. but im glad that fri lesson ends at 2pm.. so i can enjoy after that.. =) but to me, whats the most impt thing in bday is to celebrate with loved ones n to me CAKE is impt(bcos i think cake is a significant for bday to me).. haha.. i still rmb last time i got a bday, i dun hav cake i cry.. haha.. eversince that day happen, my dad will call me n ask whether i got cake anot, if not he will buy one for me.. but if hav, he will buy too.. n last yr my bday cake is the cake that was announced got poison from preme deli.. haha.. but nth happen when i ate but my mum diarrhoea for a week.. oops.. n my bro say it's all my fault! haha.. but it's over alr.. i wun say what i wish to have for my bday here bcos i like surprises n guess what ppl will be giving me instead of me saying.. haha.. =) but sometimes i will still be thick-skinned to some ppl n say i wan this n that.. haha but jus jokin la.. hee..

tmr will be Unleash Your Talent Nov edition.. first time im gonna co-host with bingzheng.. haha, hope every goes well bcos im voiceless now n i sound so super man.. dunno how to host tmr with this voice.. haha but i think is better alr.. hope is better tmr n it can be a very fun wan!!! n the ppl's response will be warming but not cold or else like very paiseh.. haha.. wed went cell n everybody was laughing at my voice.. in sch also.. haha, got a very man n sexy voice.. n when i talk, keep going out of tune.. n bcos i keep coughing, i drank lotsa water.. n i keep going to the toilet.. esther said it's good.. but i dun like.. cos so mafan.. haha..

hais, many tests coming up from next week onwards.. hope i can do the same as last sem.. let me put in my best effort n entrust it to the Lord.. bcos is Him, who gave me my results n leading me through all these years.. from young till O level, entering poly n now.. He never forsakes me.. how wonderful to have this great God! =) oh.. year is ending which means Christmas is coming.. a day to celebrate the birth of our Lord Jesus Christ! dunno which day im joinin the media proj servants in the CCIS.. but quite exciting.. din join b4.. hope that ppl will get to know the true meaning about Christmas and receive the best gift u will ever had which is the Lord's salvation for us.. =)

i shall post some photos for my Cambodia trip.. i noe is like 2 months ago alr, but not everyone has seen it b4.. hee..

me on the plane.. first time! im so excited! i love to take plane! haha.. thats my wish! n it's fulfilled.. but i still wanna take more.. the sky is sooo beautiful!

the beautiful sky view from the window..

the mission team! i like this pic.. so nice! the plane behind is the plane i took.. JETSTAR!

we r at a hotel, going to attend church service.. waiting downstairs bcos we r early n we took this pic.. nice.. the first day i reach there was HOT.. but thank God for the rain everynite! =)

interacting with students in BBLC.. (there's more pic but too much to be uploaded, will upload more slowly.)

this girl is called chenda.. the first girl who gave me a sweet note.. =)

we took many photos on the last day..

me, radi n zhenlong

these 2 girls r the morning session students.. the closest grp i think.. miss them..

nich, me n mony..

one big grp photo with the students!

visit to Ang Kor Wat.. the mission team again! nice looking around all the temples.. carvings were very nice.. this is a tourist place.. =) n it's very big! one day oso cant walk finish..

yeah.. there's still lotsa pictures.. but too much to be posted.. but this Cambodia trip is really a memorable n worthwhile wan.. especially bringing the gospel message across to the youths there.. miss them.. =)

shall post again soon.. this post is quite long ba.. hee..

2008-09-21T09:06:00.000-07:00

sorry people.. hardly blog.. n many told me that my blog is dying sooon... haha.. so since im so free now, i will update somethings..

jus came back from cambodia mission trip.. it has been a very good trip i can say.. to be exposed to a different country n see how i can be used in another culture n country to serve God..=)) i will miss the youths there definitely.. they r so friendly n im so touched by them when i received small little cards from them.. n chit chatting with them is oso very enjoyable.. hearing their views on the things they learn from us.. teaching basic powerpoint skills, teaching them the EBS-Discovery Journey and some basic english.. i pray and really hope they can continue to know God more no matter what difficulties they faced.. it is really a very worth while trip..

n first time experiencing taking plane! it's so fun! haha.. some ppl may think im crazy.. whats so fun? but i simply enjoys it.. =)) bcos sitting on plane is my wish since very young.. i always ask myself when will i hav this chance whenever i hear ppl going to far places when they need to take a plane.. so im very happy that i finally took plane alr!!! hahaha... looking at the clouds from the window sitting in the plane, it is really very very nice! how wonderful n beautiful is God's creation!!

having my holidays now.. this week has been a good week to me.. not much things to worry about.. n my mood has been quite good =) thank God! n i really thank God for my results! i din expect to receive this result! it's really God's grace! and i really thank God for His presence always leading me through Os n now my poly.. n every tiny little things in my life.. n i can happily tell my parents how i score and im glad that i din disappoint them too.. =))

today's YF is fun! played game that leads to sharing and feedbacks.. miss YF alot! (cos i missed 2 weeks of YF) haha.. the games was very enthu! n im quite crazy in the game as usual.. hee..
then this is the first time i plucked out the courage to share in front of the whole YF about my mission trip experience.. actually wanted to share next week with photos.. but next 2 weeks no YF.. so better to share today.. =) it's good to share with no mics.. speaking without mics dun make me feel nervous.. actually din prepare the sharing so i jus speak with whatever things that came to my mind.. thanks for the encouragement n sms! =D

shall post till here.. JIAYOU to the ppl who r having their O levels n exam now!

2008-09-04T07:55:00.000-07:00

went to hukun's blog n saw a mtv.. n i suddenly tot of a song that i love so much..
a song that touches me when i hear it the first time.. i shall change my blog song soon... hee..
the song is chong dong by elva hsiao.. it's a very nice song.. the lyrics that attracted me.. this song jus mean everything..

衝動

很感激這城市擁擠的交通讓你我還能多相處幾分鐘
人潮中怕失散所以輕輕拉你的手一刻不放鬆不放鬆

忍不住想要愛你的衝動不確定你屬於我會有點寂寞
你給的幸福在我心中自由走動撫平我每一個傷口
忍不住想要吻你的衝動不確定我的執著能讓你感動
我只能相信自己感受不怕失落關於你的一切我想要比誰都懂

我的心是被你設定的鬧鐘提醒我想你的時間不夠用
為什麼平淡的事情現在忽然生動是你改變我你改變我

忍不住想要愛你的衝動不確定你屬於我會有點寂寞
你給的幸福在我心中自由走動撫平我每一個傷口
忍不住想要吻你的衝動不確定我的執著能讓你感動
我只能相信自己感受不怕失落關於你的一切我想要比誰都懂

你是情人還是朋友還沒勇氣想的太多你的世界如此遼闊我會在哪個角落

忍不住想要愛你的衝動不確定你屬於我會有點寂寞
你給的幸福在我心中自由走動撫平我每一個傷口
忍不住想要吻你的衝動不確定我的執著能讓你感動
我只能相信自己感受不怕失落關於你的一切我想要比誰都懂

i like the sentences in pink.. aww~ attracts me most..

anyway, ard 2 more days to mission trip.. nervous.. but i thank God today i manage to get all the stuffs needed for the craft lesson.. the things i need is hardly able to be found.. but so thankfully i got everything at one place.. hee.. then i was so happy!!!! n i did the sample of it.. i shall make a post that has all the pics i wanna post up another day.. cos i've yet to transfer it.. oops.. sooon soon..

this few days watchin ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni.. a show that breaks the highest record! it's a nice show but the beginning of the show is quite ridiculous.. nobody will wan that to happen to them! im still half way thru the show.. hope to watch finish b4 sunday.. possible? haha... i got a link which is very clear.. haha, wanna watch can ask from me.. hee..

next week gonna miss HOT SHOT EP7! cos im at oversea =(( so i will catch 2 episodes at the same time on the following monday.. nice show!!!! hahaha.. xiaozhu's char is so cute in the show! yuan da ying! haha.. hope the episodes r not jus 13 but more! haha.. yeah wo shi superman! the song in the show.. i love the dance they danced when they won the competition n do it for warm up.. it's a nice n simple dance move! go watch ppl!

2008-09-02T00:20:00.000-07:00

it has been very very long since i've blogged..

hav finished my exams n sem 1 is over! times fly~ n im having my holiday now..
i guess there's too many things for my to blog about.. i really dunno wher to start from..
i shall say about yest games n what i will be doing in my holi..

yest had YF games meet..
was supposed to be like telematch style.. but bcos it rains, the games is changed to plaza sing back up plan.. the game is to find the 6 committee ppl in different loactions in ps.. mine is at daiso.. haha, the clue is easy: "wo da ge de lao po." but my task is difficult.. haha, almost all the grps is stucked in my station.. mayb all the grps.. they had to look at the pics i took from a part of an item found in daiso n show me.. there's 8 items.. shall post the photos another time.. n is difficult! haha.. cos im too artistic in my photo! hahaha.. jkjk..
everyone was so tired after the game.. in an air conditioned place everyone is so tired alr.. i cant imagine the telematch.. but a gd experience being a facilitator for the 2nd time..

countdown to 6days..
im going to cambodia, siem reap for mission trip.. im nervous, scared n excited.. all the feeling together.. first time taking plane in my life.. lookin forward to it even though i heard it's nth fun about.. haha.. but first time ma! sure excited de! hee... n im so easily high n excited..
nervous about the prog flow.. i prayed hard that i will keep my purpose in mind throughout the mission trip that evangelism will be bring across clearly.. gospel can be shared n the children will be excited to our lessons.. pray that i noe how to have fun at the same time n can relate well to my team! nervous nervous.. but God will guide me through.. jiayou!

leaving early in the morning at 6 or 7 am (forgot le) on 7sept.. back on 14sept ard noon ba..
missing two weeks of church! sobz.. =(( haha, dun miss me ppl! pray for my health n security too!

it's really hard to let go..
dun ask me why but it's just difficult..
wish to make it known but scared it will be known too..
hen mao dun.. zhen de hen mao dun..
if can, just say it's impossible to me with ur mouth..
hais..

2008-08-01T07:55:00.000-07:00

yeah yeah yeah!!!
im projects free now!
very happy n relief.. this few weeks were rushing n stressing like mad..
now left with test n exams.. quite worried.. but God will lead me thru.. jiayou!

dunno why.. recently, nth much n interesting to blog about..
haha, n my photos haven transfer yet.. soon..

im looking forward to sept..
cambodia trip - quite scared.. but excited too! i shant be scared.. cos i doing God's work..
holiday can rest n plan my stuff.. get my mind correct n reflect... many stuffs to think about n plan... arrgh........

2008-07-11T23:02:00.000-07:00

im so thankful n happy that yest's andrew's bday surprise is a succeed!!! haha.. so ppl, dun pour me cold water anymore okie.. im quite right even though i got worried abit.. cos guys really wun think so much.. he even said they spray the thingy on the wrong person! haha, who dares to spray at xiao gugu? u blur blur bday boy.. i mean man now.. haha.. he really so cute funny la.. really so serious thought that this chalet is for xiao gugu.. haha.. n im glad that he enjoyed himself with his other frens.. happy 21st birthday, tang ge!! n oso, hope that xiao gugu enjoys herself too! happy birthday too! haha.. 2 of them on the 7eleven day..

2008-07-10T20:54:00.000-07:00

PROJECTS PROJECTS!
TESTS TESTS TESTS!
DEADLINES GETTING NEARER N NEARER!!!

these r driving me crazy n stress..
n i dun feel like updating..

shall update after all my projs n tests!
really looking forward to that day man... n teacher's day will be my first day of holiday! yeah!

time flies~ semester 1 is coming to an end soon.. wow!

2008-06-26T06:14:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JIEJIE!!! LOVE YA...

2008-06-26T06:05:00.000-07:00

really so sorry for not blogging for so long...

was very busy.. busy with kss video but thank God is over alr! n the video turns out to be good! 21st jun final is really a very enjoyable wan! i personally thinks that all contestants were good.. n sound professional.. haha.. n really proud of eunice n weikang! hee.. good job!

n after rushing the video.. went to batam for church camp.. is really a fun time, fruitful lessons learn! but honestly, during this camp.. something keeps bothering.. n God answered me on the very first day.. NO! meimei.. is not during this camp.. n so even though it really bothers me but i told myself i hav to be obedient! i really hope i can be quickly be free from this.. has been yrs.. im afraid of that day too..

wow.. sch starting tmr alr! graphic design common test! worried n scared.. first time common test in poly.. not really sure what will come out.. but jus try my best to study according to the format.. many projs still undone! arrgh.. mus jiayou! dun be lazy, meimei!

hope to blog soon.. with photos.. haha, recently din took much photos.. only during camp but is all ard others' camera! haha..

2008-06-06T13:21:00.000-07:00

in library now..

im so awaiting to reach 6pm! n yeah! holiday le! jus a short 2 weeks but im so happy! haha.. especially camp! woohoo~ very looking forward!

but before enjoying.. gotta go thru tough time later.. lab test in less than 2hrs time! =( nervous..

this holiday i wun be very free.. jus counted the school work i had n realised that i got 5 projects! oh man.. n 2 or 3 presentation.. n i gotta do editing for KSS finals! looking forward n excited for finals too! haha.. jiayou to myself! n eunice n weikang for the finals! haha..

shall blog again later when i finish my test.. hee..

2008-06-04T14:42:00.000-07:00

im very sad today..

bcos i miss the whole GD lesson.. not bcos i purposely dun wan go but is bcos my hp! this few days my hp really ki siao.. keep switching off by itself.. n my hp is my alarm clock.. n today morning it did ring once.. then i put snooze.. then who noes? the hp jus off by itself until i dunno! my fren call me i oso cant ans! then i wake up.. oh man! it's 10plus alr.. i so sianz la.. today the lecturer will talk about common test stuff n i got two assignments to submit.. arrgh.. then i go to sch for 12pm DEP lecture only.. i hope missing this lesson wun affect too much on my attendance.. i cant afford to repeat la.. =(( quite disappointed with myself.. n i email my lecturer my assignment.. n i pray hard that she will accept it..

two more days to term break! looking forward to it but many things to do.. jiayou! n im stress for friday's lab test.. mus jiayou too!

2008-05-27T20:10:00.000-07:00

on saturday 24may..

after kovan superstar auditon.. ger, serene, me, ant, andrew n his fren.. we went to plaza sing at first.. cos ger wanna go out.. i was actually very tired at that time le.. cos after a long tiring day.. then i was hungry when i reach there.. n the rest was full n so i ate alone.. n all of them watch me eat! so paiseh.. i eat until very bu zi zai oso.. hahhaha.. then i eat until half way, i suddenly tell ger.. we shld go far east! hahaa.. n she say ya!!!! bcos... hee... continue reading.. n u will noe why i wanna go.. haha.. n dunno why that day suddenly gastric pain la.. but we still walk to far east.. walk until i wanna die le.. haha.. then yes! finally reach.. we cant find the shop at first.. then go check the far east map.. haha.. n yes!! the shop name looks familiar le.. n there it is.. hee.. so happy!

singapore's STAGE!!! =)

another angle..

even though, the boss is not SHOW.. but it's his ping pai.. hee.. so i still very happy! but the things sell inside is ex man.. n at first, dun dare to get in.. haha, cos dark dark de.. dunno can go in anot.. haha.. then ger bring me in.. haha.. is a nice shop.. n i got his name card! haha.. serene saw it first then i faster grab one from the counter.. haha.. nice name card! but i haven took the pics yet.. it's in my wallet.. hee..

the shop is at Far East Plaza #02-60.. is at a corner..

saw his bi bi ren jacket! haha.. nice! din take any pic cos is not allow.. n i paiseh oso.. hahaha.. jacket is nice.. n i saw the stage rainbow design polo.. i like that the best.. guys wear sure nice.. hahaha..

then after we come out of the shop.. a small cute little boy inside the shop wave to us.. he is so cute!!!! n gave us goodbye kiss.. the small boy really very friendly n cute! haha.. n the little boy's mum is pretty too.. hee.. n noe what? after we leave the place, i feel very tired n feel like vomitting.. hahaa.. so i saw a bench n i sat down.. hahahhaha, then andrew's fren, stuart say.. "wah u look like pregnant woman lei.. jus now wan vomit then now sit down.. wan suan mei anot?" hahahhhaha.. the way he say is so funny! then i keep laughing.. then reply.. "oh ya!suan mei is not bad!" then both of them diao.. but i like suan mei ma.. hahaha.. then dunno why two of them n ger suddenly tok abt cyndi's ai ni dance.. then their action so super funny n i laugh till siao too.. n when we r leaving soon, we suddenly c the little boy we met at stage again! the little boy so cute la! n he come shake my hand.. hee.. aww~ what a cute little small boy.. haha..

yup.. today shall post about this only.. will post more pics soon.. =)

this sat amazing race! worried.. cos needa run =((

2008-05-25T19:19:00.000-07:00

sorry for not blogging for so long..

recently so many things happen.. n i believe everyone noes one thing that the whole world is very concern about.. which is the earthquake.. everyday watch the news, will be so sad and will fear.. hav many touching story n situations.. n i ask myself what if im in the situation being trapped in the building? will i hav the peseverance to wait or rescue? it's really scary.. hope that all the children there can get over this incident.. and i mus really treasure everything i hav now..

yest the very happening event, KOVAN SUPERSTAR audition had finally come! really many ppl like singing.. n in media team really very fun! haha.. cos u can get to see many things which not everybody can see.. haha.. n i interview quite mnay contestants.. haha.. and i noe quite many things abt them.. like a news reporter like that.. haha, enjoyed it! especiall the walkie talkie! hahaha.. the crew were so funny! walkie talkie so noisy la! hahahhaa.. very happy that there's our church members got into finals! actually 1 but now become 2! haha.. congrats! and for the rest, serene, ger, esther n ben.. u all did a gd job too! u all had done ur best n really sing well! haha..

ok, shall blog to here.. this week was quite busy.. tmr got presentation n RTTP!

2008-05-13T20:57:00.000-07:00

sorry..

recently dun feel like blogging..

will blog soon once i'm better..

bye..

when will it be settled? im afraid that day will come..

2008-05-09T21:06:00.000-07:00

ooops... so so so sorry!!! almost one week neva update le..

hmmm, this week is still the same.. have sch everyday.. haha, fei hua! haha.. n im adapting better now in sch.. n i suddenly abit worried.. cos like gettin more difficult, especially programming wan.. whenever have lecture and lab lesson for this module, i will be automatically very stress.. cos i dun realli understand.. especially lecture.. the hw i always dunno how to do.. hais, mus jiayou n put in effort! n mus learn to trust in the Lord jus like how He had leaded me thru the scary O level.. so work hard, meimei!

on wednesday..
had lunch together with amily b4 going to eh.. cos i super hungry man.. n thanks so much for her to accompany me.. n we went north canteen! n once i see the food, im so happy until siao! cos too hungry.. hee.. glad to have lunch together with her =) cos i never had lunch with her b4... it's fun! cos she's quite a funny person.. n she likes to laugh at me cos she say i very funny.. hahaha.. n i joke with her n miao xia that they mus pay me money everyday cos they everyday oso laugh at me.. so mus pay for entertainment fee! hahaha.. hope to noe them better.. n oso, wanie! she is a very crazy n fun loving gal too! haha.. n oh ya, suddenly tot of sth.. last wed, poly ministry winnie came to publicise events to my polymates.. thank God that their response were not bad.. n thanks wanie for the friendliness she gave.. n i was relief.. thank God for answering my prayer =) it's not as bad as i think.. hee..

yup, let's get back to wed..
met up with lydia and ger for bible study at eh.. n yeah! we r going to learn abt the old testament.. old testament to many christians including me sounds abit draggy n boring.. but after having a overall review, it's not bad as what i think.. there's many story about different ppl.. n honestly, whenever i look at old testament, i will fear.. bcos there's death and many major punishments.. n thank God for the grace He gave to us.. by sending His precious son to save us.. n to look into old testament, how amazingly God had planned everything and everything that happened in old testament happens for a reason and it is linked to the new testament about Jesus coming.. n this is why lydia gave ger n me bible study abt old testament bcos our understanding abt it, is very little.. n something impt she told us is that if we do not know the old testament, we only know parts of the bible.. n a very impt verse from Luke 24:44.. that Jesus said we must look at the law of moses, prophets, .... n yes, so we mus understand old testament.. cos we r told to do so.. (suddenly dunno how to phrase many words, cannot phrase the things i wanna say well. sorry.) yup, so learned quite alot that day.. so jiayou meimei n tangjie in the walk of old testament! hee..

yeah.. tmr is WEEKEND!!!!!!!! haha.. looking forward to sat n sun! tmr have committee meeting at kovan.. looking forward.. haha.. cos i treat it as a gathering with brothers n sisters.. =) yipee!

n thank God for my laptop activation today! haha, im so blur.. i dunno needa activate somethings or my laptop n yest was expired for dunno what so need the product key which i cant find.. n im so worried bcos i dun hav backup for the YF newsletter docu.. n i so worried.. cos i scared activation will hav prob then end up mus restart everything in my laptop.. n i keep praying.. thank God all my docu is all around after goin to ELP to ask the ppl there help me!! yeah! hee.. n i got my laptop configured to wireless in sch too.. a big stone dropped from me! haha..

alrite.. shall blog to here.. hope that there will be photos to be post up soon! cos recently never take photos.. hahaha.. bye!

2008-05-05T06:35:00.000-07:00

after meeting liying and wani at mrt, we went koufu to meet the rest.. n i suddenly saw a person looking familiar.. haha, n i took a closer look... n i walk over n i jump to her on her shoulder n call, "SERENE!!!!!!" n she got shock.. haha.. but we were so happy man! it's like finally we saw each other in sch la.. 4th week of sch le.. FINALLY!!! haha, n im so happy for the whole day.. haha jus bcos i saw her! yeah yeah yeah! n she gotta do proj.. dun be stress, mishu.. since the wu jia alr employ u to be mishu le.. u sure can de la.. or else we wun employ u de ma.. hahaha..

n yes, yest jus finish planning june YF event with peter.. haha, it's so exciting! it will be a crazy wan man! hope all of will enjoy that day.. hee.. n this sat having meeting.. so nervous man.. cos im doing opening prayer.. haha.. n got many things to talk abt... but i do enjoy meeting with them la.. cos even sometimes, it will be abit tense up.. but we will get things settled which is impt.. =))

oh man.. eng electives got presentation on week7 n week11 or 12.. first time gonna hav presentation.. n is nervous.. but will put in my best cos i wanna past all my modules n go on.. but most imptly, i think i mus put in effort so that i can be accountable to God.. n it's gonna be one month soon to be in poly! n thats so fast! was like jus sch reopens but now week4 alr.. really thank God for bringing me through.. may God continue to lead me in the correct path... =) n now is MAY alr!!! wow.. so fast! i tot 2008 jus arrive.. haha.. soon, jus a blink with ur eyes.. is 2009 le!! hahaha.. mayb im too kua zhang but this me! haha..

alrite.. shall blog to here.. hope to hav more meaningful things to blog abt!

2008-04-30T23:57:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO QIAOYUN JIEJIE!!!

yeah! tmr is LABOUR DAY! first time got public holiday after i enter to poly..
today serene is so funny.. haha.. i cant help myself to stop laughing to the phone n i guess ppl think that im crazy.. haha.. she got a SCHOOL EXCURSION today.. n she msg me, " HEYHEY. You know wat? Poly also got excursion. hahah." then i said peter told me b4.. n she went to " some bo liao place. Incenation plant." then i cant jus stop smiling to the phone alr.. cos is started to imagine she n her poly frens like small little pri sch kids going on an excursion.. n i reply her that too.. n she too, feel like laughing to the phone.. but better than me, she in sch but im in mrt.. hahaha.. then i ask whether sch book a bus to drive them there or they go themselves.. n she replied until so funny, " Yeah. I'm so awaiting. hahah. Sitting on e bus. Really like pri sch. Den highway, our heads will pop out & see e things happening outside. hahah." n once i read the heads pop out i started to keep laughing to the phone.. hopefully no ones saw it.. cos im in mrt.. so paiseh.. n i think she's super high today.. n so crazy n lame..

then i ask her in the late evening, how's the trip.. she say she got to c how's our everyday rubbish is disposed n stuff.. n she started to be lame by giving me a 2nd reply.. hahaha.. she said, " And right, e place i went hor. Dun worry. I couldnt see yr rubbish there. The place only collect rubbish from EAST side. Yours is north rite?" haha.. never seen her so lame b4.. wow.. i guess this excursion is not bad.. at least i got to c another side of serene, wu mishu.. hope u dun mind me posting what u said..

suddenly i look forward to church camp! cos i believe it will be a crazy wan! got serene, esther, ger, eunice, ade, mt n many many more.. haha.. exciting! but sad that ms n bev din go.. how i wish is june now!

oh ya.. poly is getting more not slack alr.. this is what i think.. cos i keep hearing the lecturers say week what got this test that test.. abit worry man.. first time take test in poly.. so mus work hard le.. cannot so slack anymore.. jiayou ba!

yest in sch.. we did html.. haha first time do a website by myself.. quite happy with it.. after few weeks of teachin the codes by the lecturer.. now really appreciate a website alot cos its not easy man..

yeah this is what i did.. hee.. happy! =)

haha, there's only one pic.. n today we did graphics design again! today skills is much more complicating.. n we having test on it on week6.. hope that i'll rmb the things i learn.. cos today got lost many times during lesson.. lecturer say very fast n i cant catch oso.. but i still enjoy this module! hee.. adobe illustrator quite fun n not hard to use..

ok, shall blog to here! have a happy holiday tmr!!! =))

2008-04-28T22:23:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XINYI!!!! (my cousin n church) hee..

met up with lydia, grace, rach n ivana jus now.. have a discussion abt the RTTP (Report To The People).. it's on 24th of may.. n it falls on the same day as Kovan Superstar.. hmmm, from 10 to 12.. thank God! at least i can catch some people's performance at the back.. hmmm, even though it was jus a very short discussion jus now but i really learn things from them again.. the four of them.. especially rach n ivana.. their ideas are real creative n happening man! n im gonna learn it so that i can hav more ideas to serve the Lord in media ministry in the days to come.. media has to be creative eh.. hee.. n i think we can have sth like RTTP in church oso... haha.. can be one of the idea, maybe? will work on it..

hmmm, n talking abt Kovan Superstar.. i alr decided that im not joining le.. cos i will be late that day.. n having to rush myself down, i will be even more nervous to sing on stage.. n sometimes i really do wonder n ask myself why i wanna join? hmmm, i din have the idea to sign up wan until that say we publicise the event.. cos meishan they all started to write my name on the forms.. n.. "if serene join, i will join.." err, this sentence come out too fast.. mayb its jus for fun if i wanna join cos i tot i will be free that day.. but today i realise the commitment i gave to RTTP falls on the same day.. n i think this is a very clear ans that God gave me whether i shld join anot.. even i din pray for it, but this qn is on my mind always.. so i decided le..

another thing that caught me is the attitude of joining this competition.. i suddenly have a few qn i ask myself.. if i really join Kovan Superstar, what will be my intention to join? why i wanna join? is it really bcos of fun? is it really bcos i love singing? yes, i do love singing.. n i always sing to myself at home.. but having to stand on a stage to sing, will my intention be still so simple? or is it i will have this mind that i wanna show off? be proud? wanna let ppl hear my singing which i hardly perform solo? hmm, human nature is to be proud.. nobody can disagree.. bcos i have proud moment at times too.. i have to be honest to myself.. pride is in every human being.. n thinking abt the sermon Rev Lim gave on 20apr.. being proud is not sth God likes.. God wants us to be humble.. so i really do pray for myself that i reduce this pride in me.. not onli for this competition.. but in everything i do in my daily life.. cos this singing competition is jus one of the eg..

of cos, joining this competition is not wrong la.. or else the Kovan Superstar wun be here.. haha.. n i do like this event! it's fun! to hear ppl sing.. to see ppl perform.. n Unleash Your Talent (oso one of a singing event XYZ plans) is my fav event! i enjoy UYT always.. n of cos, for Kovan Superstar i super looking forward to it! hee, so exciting n happening! so i wish this competition to go smoothly n really many ppl to join! n especially to our church ppl who r joining.. haha, i hope i will be able to be on time to c u ppl perform.. n i pray that all of u will enjoy ur own performance n rmb that sth harder to compete with is urself! not the other contestants.. jus put in ur best for the performance n dun worry abt the final results.. and as children of God, never forget to use ur beautiful voice to serve the Lord n glorify the Lord with ur singing.. no matter is christian songs or pop songs.. cos if u put in effort to look thru the lyrics n think, pop songs can share gospel too! so jiayou ba! dun waste this talent n gift God had grant u!

im looking forward to 24th may! both RTTP n KOVAN SUPERSTAR!!!! =)

2008-04-28T01:23:00.000-07:00

i thank God that He had lead me to get more familiar in my poly life.. im starting to adapt well n mingles with my classmates better.. am glad abt it.. =)

n guess what? today took some photos with them.. first time eh.. happy.. hope to noe them better n can be very very good frens..

let me show u the pics..

me n amily.. those who noe my cousin, jieying.. dun u think she looks like her?? super xiang de..

miao xia n me.. we r in the same eng elective.. good thing got her when we have break while waiting for the rest..
me n wanie.. yeah! noe her during orientation.. n i always stick to her.. haha..n we start to make funny faces.. another wan.. haha.. so ugly!

wonder how's gladys now.. oh, she ah.. hand swollen then needa go hosp for op.. thank God she's discharge.. n i hope to c her back in sch soon even though i hardly c her.. miss ah huii huii.. =)

yeah im so happy thurs is labour day!! yeah! no sch! haha..

n oh ya.. yest xyz team won the bball competition.. haha, esther shout n cheer like siao.. so loud! n i lazy to shout yest dunno why.. haha.. n so sad.. jos jos din go yest.. he's so cute! n caleb tooo..

wah sianz.. cant post their pics.. arrgh... next time then post.. they super cute de..

ok, shall end now.. will write more next time.. now in rush.. meeting lydia, rach n ivana later!! yea!

2008-04-23T14:14:00.000-07:00

my fav day is always friday cos next day is weekend alr.. of cos i still like fri btu i got another fav day.. WEDNESDAY!!! haha.. cos i end sch super early.. 1pm.. n wed got my fav module, graphics design.. hee..
im at home alr!! today was a bad day cos i not feelin well.. suddenly.. yest din hav a gd slp cos was having block n running nose all the way until morning.. n i thought go sch will ok le but end up more worse.. plus i not enuff tissue.. =( so sad.. den bcos of the running nose, it leads to headache.. n my head is heavy.. hais, thank God i din faint today.. haha.. n giving me strength to sustain the whole day..

going to cell later.. hope my headache will be better.. watching wei xiao pasta n having lunch now..

yup, shall post until here cos i wanna watch show le.. haha.. bye!

2008-04-22T21:06:00.000-07:00

let me introduce a new guang gao xing chong er.. a very famous dai yan ren.. she is none other then GERALDINE!! hahaha.. hope she wun be angry by posting this.. haha..

she promotes the toilet..

the spa shop..
crystal jade..
the dustbin.. she is saying, "do not litter!"
n using the escalator safely..

wow.. she promotes so many things.. n all with the same zhao pai ger pose! haha.. n after that we realise her pose is copying.. FEI YU QING!!! haha.. dont u guys agree?? shu shang de xia niao ti.......

2008-04-22T20:37:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BELATED 14th BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST BRO, ANTHONY!!!

haha, took many photos during my bro's bday celebration at airport on sun! we went to eat POPEYE! the mash potato is super nice! aiya, forget to take the pic of the food.. but we had an hour of photo taking at a corner of T3.. haha.. we actually jus wanted to take a few pic while waiting for the guys(anthony, andrew n guangqing) while they go to carpark to put things inside the car.. but... who noes? haha, once they came back, we took even more photos!!!

the one below was taken yest(his actual day) at home.. so cute rite? onli for this pic.. haha.. as cute as his sis! who is... ME!!! haha, ooops.. mus be humble! =P

the three of us.. this pic was so nice but realise was abit blur.. sis n i were in black n this make the colour very nice huh..
me n bro.. =)
all the ladies that nite with the bday boy! haha, we r so funny! n anthony looks like being forced.. mayb he is.. haha.. no choice! but it's his pleasure to take photo with us lei.. hahaha.. ooops, this post is so bhb..
the guys on that day.. haha, act cool.. ooops =P

anthony n 4gugu.. nice =)

now is crazy ladies turn to take photos.. hahaha.. so fun!

the blackies that day.. so nice n so qiao! n ger is so sad cos she din wear bliack that day.. haha, but it's ok.. u still can take photos with us..

and there u are.. see, u got 2 pretty bodyguards! haha, ger smile until so happy..this is ger n my fav pic! it's so nice! ger's idea.. like some models.. haha..

me, ger n yuling jiejie.. take this pic while we walking to surprise anthony.. n the so angry thing is he is not surprise at all! all of us felt so disappointed.. haha, he no shock expression at all.. =(sis n i.. nice!4 da mei nu! haha, the official last photo of that day! =)

2008-04-18T04:46:00.000-07:00

yeah yeah!!! it's friday! im so happy! waiting for this day to come.. haha, so fast! one week of poly days over le.. that's fast! let me show u two pics of the things i did in sch.. haha..

this is the cable i did on my first day of sch during my data n communication networking class.. n u noe what? my connection pass! yeah! actually quite blur abt the colour arrangement but after my classmate told me i got it le.. hee..

and this is the "button" i did using adobe illustrator during my graphic design class.. it's fun! can design my own things.. still hav de but i didnt take the pic.. hee..

heh heh.. this is the peanut paste pluc san li tang yuan meiting brought me to eat on wed! haha, she had the craving for dessert so she ask me out.. n is the first time i eat peanut paste.. taste good! but eat too much will feel yucky.. haha n it's so full! meiting eat sesame paste.. black black de n she say like eating "cement" !! haha.. but she likes it..

ok, now let me post some pics which have the students i met during my proj serve malacca mission trip.. not sure whether u all c b4.. but the students r super cute n they give u very warm welcome when u go to their sch.. it's my first time going mission trip..

this the two gals i mingle with when we r having "action songs" time! n they came to find us who is me when we r in the canteen eating.. they r having their recess as well..

this gal is so cute! she keeps talking to me n ask me qns.. haha.. but sad thing is she din come n join the WOW hour.. but she was there b4 i start to emcee n perform.. after that she gotta go home.. her mum dun allow i think.. btu i can c that she wish to join..

this gal is so super cute! she was staring at me once i started to dress up my queen's costume.. haha, me with the strong make up especially the eye shadow.. n i think it looks like "demon" haha... this gal is not in WOW hour too.. she got a very pretty eyes.. n she came to talk to me n praise me.. haha, cos with the super shining n glaring queen costume, all the gals love it so much! n first time got so many praises.. haha.. but thats not impt la..

this gal came to ask me after the skit performance, "jiejie, ni xia yi ge WOW hour hai hui lai ma?" n so sad, i have to say no cos i going to spore le.. n she said she wanna see the queen.. so cute! n she is very pretty too.. the students there r very cute n pretty especially their eyes.. big big de..

miss them! n i pray that they will keep joining WOW hour n get to know the Lord.. so sad la, i cant recall their names.. oh i suddenly rmb one.. yes, the first gal called meizhen if im not wrong cos i rmb she showing me her name tag..

n yeah! this is lydia khoo.. my mission trip roommates n grp member too.. we act together in the skit.. i miss her lots.. she's so funny n sweet! wonder how is she now.. din hav chance to catch up with her.. oh yeah, we r in our dressed up with our performing costume except for me without the dress cos very long.. we r rushing to another sch to perform.. we r in the van.. like ming xing.. haha rushing here n there!

look at this! christ church! haha.. i saw this when the zhenlong bring the media team for shopping n makan! i quickly snap it! my sch's name! aww~

haha this is the two male horses, our stallion! this the character for the skit! haha.. the PARTS team took alot of time to saw the wood out n together with the media team, we paint it together..

n this the female horse, mare! n this is the nicest mare with the very "qiao" eye lashes.. haha.. so nice..

many nice memories with photos.. thats y i love blogging only with photos.. pictures say much much more things than words..

weekend is here! n i shall enjoy it to the fullest! pray for more sign ups for kovan superstar.. jiayou!

2008-04-16T15:40:00.000-07:00

enough of pics le.. now shld have some words.. but i dunno what to write eh.. cos i dun wish to write abt sch.. haha.. later meeting meiting! =)

tmr is my fav boy bday!jos jos!like him so much!he's so cute.. but so sad, wun be able to c him..

now still trying my best to adapt my poly life n mingles with my classmates.. last time during sec sch, keep wishing to faster grow up faster go poly.. but now lei, miss sec sch so much.. haha.. always wish to faster leave christ church but now when i c the sch when im on my way to ah ma's hse on mon, suddenly miss the sch so much n have many wonderful memories abt it.. haha.. so sec sch ppl! mus treasure ur sec sch frens n teachers! bcos after Os or Ns, u wun be able to enjoy spoonfeeding from ur teachers le.. everything INDEPENDENT! n oh ya, mus enjoy singing national anthem n say pledge too.. unless u going jc.. haha.. n one very impt thing i remembered after seeing hk's blog.. the SCHOOL BELL! no more sch bell le.. haha, everything sounds stupid but it's something u wun hav anymore once u step into poly n working place.. this is how i feel la..

anyway, everyone has to grow up.. so meimei, jiayou ba! oh! i miss the crazy laughter of ah kun kun n the blur blur looking of ah hui hui.. now hardly can c them..

hmmm, this sat goin to publicise kovan superstar.. hope that there will be more ppl joining.. n oh ya, this sat got projectionist workshop.. haven prepare how im goin to conduct it.. hope it will not be boring..

yup, shall post to here.. anyone c my blog, mus go this sat to help publicise okie? nid mani manpower to publicise kovan superstar! quite looking forward to it.. =)

2008-04-16T00:15:00.000-07:00

shall post my chinese new yr pics.. i noe is very long alr.. but hmmm, nobody c b4 ma.. hee..

yu sheng! from sakae sushi.. my sis bought it..

wow.. with salmon!

but i dun dare eat raw de even though it looks real good =((

n my stomach cant tahan..

yu sheng lao wan le!! everybody was eating except for me.. busy taking the pics of the food.. n ask my aunt or mum to hold up the yu sheng for me to take.. nicer ma! haha.. but i think this wan is i pose myself de.. haha.. bu kui shi media de..

me n my sis.. we were in red!

nice! like this pic =)

my whole family was in red on the first day of CNY!!! i suggest de.. haha.. all like hong baos! nice rite?? n we finally have a quan jia fu.. =)

2008-04-15T23:33:00.000-07:00

forgot to say in my previous post..i have started to renew my blog..n i hope i can faithfully update..haha..n im goin to post many pics in the past..bcos i finally transfer to com..hee..hopefully my blog wun be boring.. =)

this pic is taken on 16mar, sunday.. was my grandma's bday.. in malaysia.. she 70 this yr! n thats all my malaysia's cousin.. hee.. some of them r so super cute.. especially the one im carrying.. she's my new born baby cousin.. n that day was my first time seeing her.. n i keep wanting to carry her non stop.. cos i love carrying baby!! especially new born wan.. haha, bcos they wun recognise ppl n they will jus be very guai n let u carry.. hee..
me n her.. haha, she's sleeping..
so cute.. took this pic b4 i left!
n this was taken more recently.. went back to malaysia with my mum on 1apr (meiting's bday).. n baby change real fast.. jus a month n she grew so much n become rounder.. haha, so cute!!

hmmm, let's see still got what pic i can put.. actually got quite alot but im a bit lazy.. haha..

2008-04-14T06:41:00.000-07:00

hey everybody!!!
its been years since i updated my blog..
suddenly feel like updating by making it a new start..
started my first poly day today..its very nervous for me but i pray hardly that i can adapt well and mingles with my classmates easily too..

haha, now i can post pictures le..yeah!!
let me show some pics for my sentosa trip with my sec sch frens!we went on 31st mar..we r crazy n busying taking photos that day!

me, xinyi, ah kun n wanqin

me, hk, wanqin, gladys n xinyi (we put self timer n take it ourselves) haha, with my hp cam!yeah!

six girls on that day at sentosa!nice!

my beloved ah kun kun n ah huii huii.. haha.. =)

shall post more pics in the days to come! cos i wanna watch my last episode of gao wanshu n wu xiujing! haha, nice show!!

2007-06-20T21:57:00.000-07:00

recently i'm quite down..jus dun feel good..everything seems so confusing to me suddenly..i dunno y..i jus cant think n figure out things properly..n i'm so irritated by many things that ish happening around me..getting more impatience to ppl, to prob, to myself...arrgh..sometimes jus cant stop asking myself, WHAT'S GOING ON??? media stuff, sch works, friends, personal prob, etc...

even though i've told weikang that im goin to step down for media for e moment..but for now had to work out sth so that tis ministry ish going on..but ish realli not easy to group out who goin to do wad..really hard, that day tried to do out...but really headache man!!hais...
Dear God, pls look after this ministry that everyone had a willing n committed heart to serve You..n oso, ger n i will hav e strength to plan out e groups..let us learn to be responsible with our actions n in everything we do, we mus keep tis in mind that we r serving You n doing everything for You... Amen!

for sch works, no need to mention simply no discipline..always tis prob...hais..for this june holiday, everyday go back to sch for lesson n dnt makes us always stay until veri late in sch...hope that i'll be able to do out my proj on time..jia you ah meimei!!dun so lazy!jus for tis few onths onli!!go go go!

for friends..hukun, xinmei n gladys will always be my best friends! =) hav been in e same class for 4 yrs..my whole sec sch life ish them!haha...tml having bbq for wanqin bdae..hav a great time!
recently, something makes me veri disappointed..i dunno how to phrase it..jian dan de lai shuo ish bcos of someone that affect e two of us..arrgh...ish our friendship cum sisters-ship so shaky??i hope i'm not over sensitive..our friendship cum sisters-ship bi bu guo that?hais...sad...i miss those days when we r so close..e hugs so warm, e fun n craziness!it's ok...no matter wad...things had to go on...

tis few days, not feeling well...thank God no more fever..headache n gastric not too bad alr..now ish cough cough cough...haha..faster get well ya meimei!haha..
tis two days watch bai fen bai ish xiao zhu's SHOW ON STAGE world tour concert!!!woosh!he's so shuai!his hard work really neva gone down to drain, waited for 13 years!wah...e part he sang, li liang (strength).. so touching!!e things he speaks..gan dong..haha, like him so much!woooo...

2007-06-11T20:18:00.000-07:00

wah..it's quite long since i've updated my blog...hmmm, got quite mani things to say bcos recently many things happen...got chalet, night cycling, skit on sun, n e day i had seoul garden wif my 4e3 frens...

let's start wif chalet...
hmmm..chalet was realli fun!even though i jus stayed for one day cos of sch...was quite she bu de to go wan..hee..thru e chalet, i've knew e kovan ppl better..they r realli super fun man!even though e way they tok seems like scolding me..hahaha..n during e chalet, ger n i got a new nickname...we r called, '' live alarm clock ''...bcos on tues morning, we saw alot of bees at e light there..den we started to shout n scream loudly n keep laughing bcos of each others action n expression..n bcos of that, we had awakened all e ppl!haha...den everybody start saying us...but hope they were not angry wif us...haha..n we've played ps, BOMBERMAN!!yeah!haha..i like my '' heart heart ''..so cute!but i keep losing..so sad!n we oso watched dvds..ger n i watched little man n ye man shi jie...nice!!hee..on tues nite, i've went home..n e kovan guys was so happy..especially raymond n guang qing..bcos e next morning they can sleep longer as e alarm clock ish goin home!haha..n indeed that was true!cos ger told me they realli woke up veri late on wed...hahaha..n yest heard from weikang that he thinks that e chalet was e success!which ish realli true..bcos without e chalet, we had not known e kovan ppl well..hmmm, so let's jia you jia you n noe them better ba! =)

den fri we had night cycling...
something happen which ish bcos of me..first time threw such a bad temper in YF..hmmm, it's a long story n im lazy to say it..cos had repeated myself quite mani times...but now shld be fine..jus that still c someone bu shun yan onli..but it's not bcos after night cycling den happen wan..last time i alr not happy liao...hee..but anyway, it's realli unbelievable that i've managed to cycle all e way till e end..it's not easy but a veri different experience!butt was super pain of cos!was abt to lan during cycling..hahaha..but i like e time wif bev, ger, ade, sam ho n some other ppl which i cant rmb..we r always in a grp n gone thru all e tiredness together..n i realli like tis ppl!hee...n i truely hope it doesn't affect her alot bcos of wad happen..bcos ish realli not ur fault...im jus angry at someone by saying, '' dun worry..'' like nobody's business..anyway, it's not ur fault n im always ur shou hu tian shi!hee..muackz!

abt e seoul garden thingy..
haha..ah kun kun was super funni..she took one big full plate of chicken meat..n we so shock n keep laughing..cos we think that it's impossible to finish...n bcos of that plate of meat, we all end up super full n played zhong ji mi ma to clear it...haha..it's e treat from tts..so thanks ya!haha..

yest..gospel sunday...
we acted out a skit..meiting was super super funny!haha...she acted a super crazy sambat mother..she's so cute!hee..realli thank God a actual skit was good!i think that it's quite well done!cos ish quite rush actually..but e actual skit..e light, music, passing of mic n everything went smoothly!thank God!n i guess everyone enjoyed n i hoped e message ish realli brought up clearly to e ppl..n yest mani kovan guys came!woosh!hope they will continue comin n receive Christ one day..went to ktv wif them after service...n they was veri fun la!haha..n after tat oso heard from weikang that raymond said they will wan to cme church every sunday..n i hope they realli will...hee..plus we dun neglect them oso..yeah!hee..

had discussed some media stuff wif weikang n ger yest thru phone..hmmm, managed to tell him that i wish to step down for e time moment n nov will do sth n be e in charge again..n realli thank God that his reply n reaction was good...at least we aren't jokin at that time...thanks!thanks for replying in such a well mannered...glad to hear that...

Lord, i fully entrust e media ministry into Your hands..n that we'll be able to be active like last year dec..

2007-06-03T22:05:00.000-07:00

jus finish ah ma's birthday dinner..hmmm, since ah gong pass away..our celebration ish veri simple..we dun hav birthday cake, cos scared ah ma will sad n cry n everybody will start crying oso...so we jus make it as simple as possible..we jus treat it as e family gathering...hee..but i believe all of us had a great time together todae!e food ish yummy yummy...buffet lei..haha!!tis two days had super good food!yest bbq, todae buffet!haha..

hmmm..realised i had neglected something impt..mayb need to be more sensitive to some small little things now lo...hais, was quite disappointed n frustrated n sad.. =( was abit affected..realli hope everything ish fine..find one day to talk ba..had to commit everything to God..cos He's controlling..

Dear Lord, take care n continue to hold on to her...strengthen her in tis period..cos i believe u want her to learn something thru tis prob..
Amen.

2007-06-03T21:54:00.000-07:00

GET HIGH!!!

haha..yest was so fun!i high until cannot control..haha..had bbq at kovan..food was nice!yummy yummy..

e most high part ish.....play e jap version of tempo tempo..haha!exciting huh!got ''meimei ichie ''..tis wan makes me super high!bcos..all of us mus say back '' wooo meimei ''..n e sound ish same as my real name, '' wu meimei ''..haha, at first din realise it...but after marcus said it...i jus burst out into laughter n started rolling on e floor..hahaha...besides one, two, three, four...e most fun thing i like for tis version ish e '' yo meimei '' wan!!!haha...that's so fun n happening!!!i mus reply back '' hey ho let's go! '' haha..but i like to say '' yo everybody! '' den everybody will say '' hey ho let's go! '' together....woosh!so fun so fun!!mus try it out wif ah kun they all...hee =)

den after tis game i began to high until e whole bbq end!i jus cant stop being high!realli hav a great time!cos i realli super long din laugh until so real happy n high until so siao le!!besides tis game, we start singing n all of us r jus so crazy together!!! =D

HIGH HIGH HIGH!!!
HIGH HIGH INTO THE SKY!!
haha... thanks to all for all e crazy time!!

2007-05-29T14:34:00.000-07:00

finally we got our class tee(jersey) last fri!n todae we, 4tunes wear together to sch!haha..n our numbers r 01, 02, 03, 04!!!so cool rite?we purposely wan..den we went to take neoprint..cant add e pic, com got prob..so sad..finally 4 of us took neoprints together!so happy! =)

SAVE YOUR LAST DANCE FOR ME ish so nice!xuan yu ge ish so shuai!e story ish so touching man!so gan dong..hee..sad that ying xiu end up paralysed but he still loves her so much..wah..n qiang wei(ying xiu's best fren) ish realli veri gd...tis ish how a true best fren shld be...

like e song by elva hsiao -- Bu Yuan
love e chorus:
wo zhan zai ni bu yuan chu
mo mo de wei ni zhu fu
ba dui ni de ai chang qi lai fang ni qu xun zao zui zhu
i fall in love wif e sing ish not bcos of e melody or e singer, BUT ish e lyrics...
think that if u realli love someone, u will do tis..but not use all kinds of method to let him/her to stay at ur side..if e person stay at ur side, so??his/her heart ish not wif u...wad for?
will think of tis ish bcos sometimes watch tv shows until veri angry ish all bcos of tis...hahaha..

another song which i think sisters shld sing to each other..so sweet la!ish by SHE -- Lao Po
love e chorus too:
peng you jie mei
dou yi bu gou lai xing rong
wo men de mo qi jiao ao
fu chi yu bao rong
lao po lao po
wo men yi qi da gou gou
qing ji de yue ding de lv cheng dao yong jiu
tis song ish written by selina, tokin abt their relationship ish better than friends n sisters..haha..dun think wai..think that the 3 of them ish somehow a role model for sisters to follow...they r realli close n sweet..personally think that e lyrics r meaningful.. =)

2007-05-28T06:19:00.000-07:00

HOORAY!!!chinese o level over!hope tat in august, i hav gd news to share!thank God for bringing me thru n calming my hearts down..cos from sat nite, i started to feel veri stress..but i keep praying den cant help it n my tears start dropping..hee..den yest in church, i oso veri stress n keep feeling like crying but controlled myself...until 4gugu came to ask me abt e outing n i say i not goin den she say jia you to me n i started to broke into tears...cant control anymore le..den everybody saw my eyes red red..but i hav to say thanks to: 4gugu, xiao gugu, adeline, meiting, peter, geraldine, yuling jiejie, serene, esther, sam ho, huiyun, huixin, peirong n my 3 best friends- ah kun kun, gladys n xinmei....thanks to those ppl i've mentioned!u all had given me alot of encouragement n i'm veri touched..hee..thanks so much! =)

on sat, had church one day outing at sentosa..i enjoy e skyride n luge veri much!it was fun!haha...n foo baba ish so funni...he's afraid of heights..n his expression makes me cant stop laughing...hahaha...den my dear tang jie, ger more funni la...she sat in e middle of e two black thingy n it's too late when she realised!haha...den i kept laughing at her n i scare her by saying, oh no!u r goin to drop down...hahaha...she's so cute..love her lots...
e sun ish scorching n i dun dare to go out to e sun for too long so stayed in e shelter..i'm afraid i will fall sick bcos of e sun, cos having o level todae..and bcos i keep staying in e shelter, i din get sun burnt!n yest in church, i went to touch those ppl hu kenna sun burnt's shoulder n i keep hearing, ouch!ouch!hahaha..

tml still got sch..sianz...had to wake up early =( will post e next time when i had more time to write..

2007-05-22T21:45:00.000-07:00

yest e show DREAM OF COLOURS ish super nice man!!!e ending was so gd n they were so sweet!i like e sweet they always shake..wher can i find?haha..

mermaid ish so ke lian..she dun dares to express her feelings to e prince..bcos of some reasons..n mermaid was afraid that prince will not wan to tok to her anymore after tellin him her love for him..so sad..mermaid always wonder whether e prince sense something...n mermaid of cos definitely hope prince will ask her to be his life partner..
hais, so will they be together?
they dunno..mermaid will always tell a fisherman her prob..n tis fisherman will decide whether they shld be together..sometimes mermaid will get disobedient bcos she's impatience n she gets frustrated and e fisherman will tell her to either wait or say, ''the two of u aren't suitable..''
mermaid, mermaid..u mus be obedient to e fisherman bcos he's e only one who noes wad ish e best for u..so be gd..
nobody noes e ending of e story except e fisherman..so let's wait n see...
jia you, little mermaid!
(a story by me.)

2007-05-22T20:45:00.000-07:00

yest's blog i did mention that i got alot of things to post but i hav to think first...hee..
hmmm..todae i will post on sunday's sharing by my aunt..

i was realli touched by wad she shared abt e grp of kovan youths she ish working wif..i can c her passion n her heart to them..i hardly c her cry during sharing..her sharing makes me reflect something..my reflection was: indeed how blessed i am? many ppl love me, many ppl care for me..n wad right do i hav to always complain abt my life?even though there's difficulties for us to go thru, n ish veri tiring n miserable..but there's still more ppl out there facing more worst prob than me!for eg, e kovan youths..honestly, i can say that they r a grp of gd ppl..sometimes we can ask ourselves..hav u wondered y tis ppl will learn into all e bad things..bcos they r lack of care n sense of belonging..from young, they had been rejected by many ppl...n in ppl's eyes, they r jus useless n they cant contribute anything to e society...but hav we asked ourselves?did we ever giv them a chance?y cant we jus show our love to them n giv them a chance to change n accept them?y mus we always point finger at them even they r not at wrong?when my thoughts stop here, i can say that..to ppl who hav family to love, to hav frens to care..dun say that u r leaving a terrible life?bcos can u imagine that u r e ppl who i had mention above..always got pin point even u did sth gd, everyone rejects u...wun ur life be more terrible?

for myself, i keep telling myself..when i met wif difficulties, always think of tis kovan youths..how blessed u r..they still live their life well despite of bad remarks n discouragement from ppl, n they still remains cheerful!so u shldn't complain n say u r e most terrible person in e world..no way u hav e right to say that!n i shldn't let tis great blessings i had received from God to go into waste..i mus use tis blessings to become more ppl's blessing..i hope i can do it n try doin it..meimei, jia you jia you!go go go!use e love n care u had received to spread it to more ppl! =) recently, im realli motivated n encouraged..i've received affirmation from ppl n im goin to press on n do better..thanks for e encouragement!n i mus remain humble..so God, continue to guide my mind n heart...i believe tis ish a gift from God n im not goin to waste it!so jia you meimei!at e same time, for ur studies too!

i look forward to tis sat sentosa one day outing!tis time round goin to be more special ish bcos e kovan youths will be joining us!i believe they will sure bring more fun n laughter to us!n i truely hope they will feel at home n enjoy themselves happily...yeah yeah!!

2007-05-22T20:31:00.000-07:00

today at sch only got chinese lesson..den e rest of e time, we jus gather in a grp to play games..haha..tis game ish brought in to e class by me, kun, gladys n xm onli..end up slowly until now, we became a big grp playing, even guys join us...cos they think ish fun!!haha...

e game ish gei wo tempo ready go!but raymond change e name to tempo tempo which ish so funny..haha..n todae e most stupid thing we did ish that we played a veri childish game during e last period..cos e teahcer din come n there's no relief teacher n e rest of e classmates went off...so we played a super childish kids' game, '' ice and water '' ...haha...we run abt e classroom n screaming like siao!haha..ish like, we sec4 liao still play tis childish game rite?but wad i can say that, it's fun!a gd time of relaxing!haha..

actually even tis game ish quite stupid but i had learn a lesson thru tis game..haha, weird rite?but ish true..i think tis game can become a team building game..haha..we had to work together by thinkin strategy to save e ppl who was caught by e catcher..we mus work together so that we all wun die!we mus think of wher to run n to save e ppl from which direction..ish indeed quite fun!cos usually in class, we wun play until so crazy wif e guys...haha..n while playing tis game, i had observed everyone's face expression..n i suddenly hav tis thought that..ish jus like we r in a war, for eg, world war 2..ish like e catcher resembles e japanese occupation n we resembles e ppl they wan to catch..den we will try our best to keep saving e ppl ard us so that we wun lose to e opposing party..n tis game we oso actually learn to sacrifice n to so called risk our lives to save another person..cos e risk ish e catcher will jus catch u!n we mus of cos be united!haha..how interesting rite?wad a stupid n childish game, we can actually learn sth from it..but tis ish onli wad i think la...hee..

2007-05-21T06:40:00.000-07:00

wah!!! i had chong chu jian hu again!!
it's been years since i blog...i suddenly feel like blogging again ish that recently had a few comments to say n blog ish a gd place for me to say wad i wan...

actually din blog for so long ish bcos of e new google account thingy..haha...n was lazy to do it..

hais..thank God!down period over even though sometimes still felt unbalanced!but ish Him who ish wif me n carrying me thru my tough n terrible periods..He ish always there n He never leaves me alone...

hmmm...yest was family day n i think it's a gd job made by e committees bcos e parents seem to be enjoying!well done committee members n press on!hee.. =)

it's interesting to hear some views that i think ish related to e worth of everyone of us in e world..actually i dun care whether someone ish from a veri gd n famous sch, or they can be veri intelligent n smart..but we each hav e same worth n value of ourselves..i tot of e june holi 06' proj serve when i heard abt tis views..jus hav a different thought n disagrees wif them but no harm =) i jus simply felt that mayb e world now focus too much on ppl's intelligent, for eg like cert..ppl will be looked down if they dun do well in their studies..but did anyone think b4 of e other side of a person besides studies?the person's worth ish still there..they r still a useful batch of ppl!n i believe they will still strive in excellence in another perspectives..so ya, ppl who dun do well in studies, dun give up ya!n i dun believe that this ppl will lose to e pupils from gd n famous sch!tis ish jus a matter of intelligents n i believe hard works still do wonders!yeah.. =)

actually i got alot of things to say but those ppl who reads my blog out there, jus wait for my next posts...hee...bcos nid time to think e way im goin to express it as im afraid that i will offence ppl...

'' Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. '' Phi 4:6 this a promise God has given to us...jia you!!!

2007-02-09T21:06:00.000-08:00

sorry to those who r keep waiting for me to update my blog..din realli hav things to write n din come online oso..

erm...

wah..
todae ish e o level results release..congrats to those who had scored well!for those who din..dun be too sad okie?cos i believe as long as u work hard in ur next step, no matter wher u go, u will do well...hee..jia you!

todae..we r compulsory to stay to witness e release of o level results..wah!i was like..'' next year ish my turn le!to receive my results!'' ah...arrgh..time pass so fast!realli veri worried..dunno whether next year i will cry for joy or sobbing badly for my poor results..hais..

meimei ah meimei..
linda ah linda..

mus buck up noe!!!

wake up ur mind!!

dun slack anymore!

dun think u still hav lotsa time to spare!

after chinese new year mus realli study hard le lei!

i dun wan c u cry for ur bad results!

i wan to c u get into e courses u wan to go!media n design!

jia you jia you lei.....

dear Lord,
please grant me discipline to study hard..grant me discipline to watch less tv shows, sleep less..dun wait anymore..oso at e same time, let me will grow in u Lord..let me will hold on to You..experience You Lord everyday...teach me Lord, guide me Lord...
i pray all this in Jesus name..
Amen!

jus suddenly thought of tis..
28nov..
a taiwanese female artiste, hsu weilun pass away in an car accident..

it's veri unexpected..
she's young..

when i heard tis news..mani thoughts went thru my mind..

i neva noe when i will leave tis world..
perhaps tml, i can't wake up..i met an accident n sae goodbye..
who noes wad will happen to me?no one can predict...

her death cause me to think alot..
i mus precious every single second of my life..

i mus live everyday wif no regrets..

i mus live everyday meaningfully..

so that, if one day i jus leave e world unexpectedly, i will leave in peace wif no regrets wif my lives..

i dun mind sayin tis 'negative' thing openly..my friend scold me when i sae tis..she said, ''dun sae tis anymore ok?someone jus leave e world unexpectedly n u r here keep adding salt n vinegar..''

but i jus think tat we mus face tis anytime..
everyboone will die..it's jus e matter of time....
her death ish a reflection to me..

but then..i had jus watsted two weeks of my life..
for e past two weeks..my life ish terrible..
no spiritual growth..
lazy to do my homework..
everything last min..
how?how?how?i cant carry on like tis..i mus do sth about it!n it's a MUST!i keep sayin tis..but i din change...i can't give up!

linda, stop running away....please stop wasting ur time!
u can't live wif regrets, gal..

dear God,
help me Lord..not to waste my life day by day...let me live everyday wif no regrets..continue to hold me n guide me in ur ways..Lord, let me live my days tat u wan me to be....grant me discipline to read e bible, read ur precious words...i commmit all this in ur hands, Lord..
Amen!

2007-02-02T06:49:00.000-08:00

it's been million years since i update my blog..so sorry to e ppl who r reading my blog always, but see nothing...

sobsob..

so sad..

from next week onwards, our class form teacher change le!sob..mr tan not our form teacher anymore..but no matter how, i will still regard him as my form teacher..hee..he wanna go set up his own business so need alot of time concentrating on e planning..so he resign..but good thing ish..he will still be teaching us dnt until we finish our o level proj..so good n responsible la..still will think for us..todae had a farewell party wif him..n ish realli fun..when he came into e class, we all took out our hp n start takin his photo..he looks like wad korean big stars la..den he so paiseh..haha..den he said his small un-prepared speech..den someone shouted ''mr tan, we love you..'' den u noe wad he replied?which was touching..he first time sae.. ''i love u all too..'' wah..he's shy when sayin tis..but tat's so touching la..he's realli a good n funni teacher la..i rmb e thing tat he helped me most ish my dnt proj in sec3 n most imptly ish abt e financial assistant thingy..he helped me settle e uncleared thingy..which i realli wanna sae a big THANK YOU ot him...thanks alot...all e best, mr tan, in ur career n family!

todae went shopping at bugis street wif meiting,meishan,esther n yinghan..in e beginning i quite sian..dunno y..den after tat quite get into e mood alr..finally get my things..hee..den after tat, had dinner wif meiting n yinghan..quite fun. .especially when we r waiting for train..meiting was so funni la!haha...

actually..few days ago when i online..im thinkin to update my blog alr..but erm..quite sian to do it..since last week, i dun think tat im realli well..my spiritual, studies, so on....felt quite empty somehow..hais..n sometimes oso qute troubled by somethings..my praying time to God oso get lesser..think tat my relationship wif Him gets more n more far..veri disappointed wif myself..hais, i hope my relationsip wif Him will get better..i dun wan myself to be jus sunday christian..

dear God,
im sorry for e broken promises i've made..Lord, You r realli merciful n kind to me..You love me so much..yet, i'm keep disappointing You..help me get back to the times when i experience You...e time i learn to depend on You when im down n lost, e time i learn to share wif You my joy n laughter..Lord, please forgive me..im a sinner, im wicked..Lord, grant Your mercy on me n cleanse me..guide me n continue to show me the way You want me to be..Lord, continue to walk with me n send down e Holy Spirit so that i will not go astray...
i pray all tis in Jesus most precious name..Amen!

2007-01-19T21:24:00.000-08:00

it's been years since i update my blog..din come online n lazy to do so..sorrie..

todae went to ngee ann poly open house..
ish so sian..cos my clicks din go..they have their ''fav'' chinese orchestra..haha..den i sian until i'm so quiet like mute lo...arrgh..my other frens think tat i'm so unusal man...haha..

actually..e open house was quite well done..get to noe e courses better..n it's time for me to think thru which course i shld go le..den i will hav a new goal for my academic!hee.. =)

i'm tired...

things getting worst..

how?
what to do?

pray and continue to wait.....

it's realli hard to let go..

terrible to persuade myself...

2007-01-09T05:27:00.000-08:00

I thank God that He is faithful.
I thank God that He guide and lead me through this tough period and making this big decision.
I thank God that He answered my prayer and provide a way for me.
I thank God that He carried me throughout the whole process of making this decision.
I thank God that I had learned to depend on Him when I'm lost and met with difficulties.

2007-01-05T04:26:00.000-08:00

yeahyeah..waited todae for long..cos tml ish sat le!can rest, no sch!!haha...

tis few days sch was fine for me..din realli had lesson except history n emaths todae..for e past few days, we were all sitted in e hall to listen to e vice principal n principal super long n naggy talk...all i can sae ish BORING!!!dun understand y la..keep repeating e sch philosophy, mission n vision la..dun think anyone gets it into their ears lo..haha..i was jus sleepin all e way..haha..but after todae's talk by e vice principal, our discipline master giv us some disciplinary talk..even though it might seems boring by e name ''disciplinary''..but i can sae tat it's quite interesting..haha..cos our discipline master ish veri entertaining n funny..even though he's sayin wad we shld or shld not do..but he uses e other way which makes us will listen..e most funni part ish when he sae abt our inner wear..lolx....
frankly speaking, i realli admire tis discipline master..he's realli veri good!e best discipline master i've ever met in my sch life..hee =D ..

ate chilli crabs todae..yummy yummy..delicious!!hee...

woosh..tml will be our first kovan gathering for e year 2007..yeah!hope tis year, more youths will come kovan..hope not like last time which i c onli abt 10 ppl there..i simply sian diao n quite discouraged..but erm..i can't be affected but keep goin n oso encourage ppl to go..we must not hav e attitude tat nobody goes so i dun go lo..but we must be e one asking ppl to join us..yeah man...jia you jia you oh!!hee..

looking forward to tml!miss e fellowship time..haha...especially when sch reopens...

2007-01-02T04:05:00.000-08:00

IT'S SO HARD TO BELIEVE!!!a new year has begin...
it was like i jus entered christ church, but now..wah...it's my last year in chirst church le..i'm graduating tis year!can't believe..time realli flies...i'm having my o level tis year..i'm stress and scared..e feeling ish, ''it's my turn le..'' i message xinmei n hukun todae..n we were sayin tat time flies!oh..i rmb when hukun n i were in sec two..we imgaine ourselves becoming sec four..but both of us were like, ''wah..we are sec four tis year le..graduating..can't believe tat we will be sec four gals from tml onwards le...'' oh man....

hmmm..enough of all e can't believe it things le..it's quite a sad thing..hais..i jus have to continue to tell and pray for myself..mus jia you and realli start to study from e beginning of e year, mus work hard..no more play play time..and oso to pray for my discipline in stuyding n my spiritual growth..

let's recap last fri, 29 nov...

tat day, i realli experience God alot..firstly, ish e weather..i started to pray since i send e message to e gals of e meetin time..i keep praying n praying for e weather..sunny day n we hav fun..n realli thank God..tat day ish realli e veri super wonderful good weather!!!no single drops of rain at all..n we all realli had lotsa fun together cycling!hope to hav more of tis activity...it's realli a great feeling tat we bond together other den sunday..n we r not onli sunday frens..

another thankful thing ish..
before meeting e gals..i met ger to go ah gong's cemetery together..it's realli veri veri thankful..cos for veri long, i realli wish to go n visit ah gong's cemetery..but i dunno how to go..kept thinkin tat it's a veri wulu wulu place..but on thurs..da gugu told me tat she went wif er gugu on mon takin bus 172 there..wah..when i heard tat..i called ger when i reach home..i ask her whether wanna go together e next morning before we go meet e gals..but i'm so afraid tat we cant find n stuff..but ger told me tat, ''e road ish dead, but we r alive..'' her kou tou can..hee..so we went on fri together..went to buy mac $2 breakfast first..den we took bus there..firstly, so thankful tat we met a friendly bus driver..we saw one lady went to ask him abt e route to e place she wanna go..den i realise e uncle ish so friendly..so i went to ask him wher to alight..den when reach le, he told us to press e bell...hee..den we walk walk walk to find e grave..we went to e catholics side which was wrong la..den we walk back to e other side..den we walk pass a tentage which sell flowers..secondly, so thankful tat we managed to get flowers..cos actually we wanna buy de..but too early, no flowery shop..but we walk pass tis shop..so happy la..n not veri expensive oso..so we get a bunch of orchids..so happy =) ..den i shun bian ask e person whether she noe wher is protestant cemetery path 4..she dunno wad im tokin la..den she asked me e blk..but i dunno!haha..den she ask me when buried de..den she told me ish blk 7 n walk wher..thanks so much to e auntie..she told us e right path..den we find find find..yes..finally found ah gong's grave..i'm so thankful n happy tat we found it so easily..n we start to put e flowers..humph..someone steal e dog's chain..so angry la..grave thing oso wanna steal..good thing tat time we stick e dogs..or else now i think left nothing le..
wah..it's ah gong 1st death anniversary tomorrow..same same..first day of sch like last year..miss him....

end of fri..
let's recap sun...

sun i was late for service..miss e worship..jus read adeline's blog..veri true..e sermon ish meaningful..we mus forget e past failure n accomplish and look forward to e new year for new success!!den after e sermon..pastor lead e worship again..quan xin de ni..he asked ppl to go to e front..i cried at tat moment when he sang e song n prayed for e all e ppl..tears jus cant stop rolling down..jus feel like crying..e year ish ending....
den after tat..most of e youths went marina square..we ate han's n another grp ate carl's junior..so sad..they wanna separate eat..erm..realli miss those moments..it's like since sooo long so mani youths go out together after church la...so happy..but after tat..meiting they all went off..den i was so sad..suddenly become moody..moodswing..start to worried n super sian abt sch...hais..hais... =( somemore first day of sch got amaths provisional exam..hais, din prepare much lo..super no confidence..think will drop..but jus take e paper den fail i will drop lo..dun drop oso cannot la...haha..den somemore my prob ish back..can't run away..i keep praying n praying..den i started to get more sian cos no more meiting to tok to..feel like tokin to her..got things to tell her..den i went to ah ma's hse to stay...pei xiao gugu oso..oso dun wan to go home, cos not in veri gd mood..i will throw my temper..hais..

tomorrow mus realli sit down and set my goals for 2007..i mus study realli hard and at e same time, mus grow spiritually..dun stop here!jia you for 2007..n ur o level!mus get into poly n e course u wan, linda....jia you!!!

2006-12-22T04:05:00.000-08:00

heyhey..jus finish e LOST? camp which i was so excited abt yest...
erm..was too tired to update yest..sleep all e way when i reached home..haha..

seriously..i think tat e committee had done veri well for tis camp la..still rmb b4 e camp..adeline was quite worried n stuff..but i think tat it came out veri well n successful!

i enjoyed e murderer game e most!hee..prepared by e senior youths..n i think tat my grp did quite well for e game..we reached first n stuff...erm..thank God jessie was there for e game..she helped alot.i will be veri thankful whenver she joined e grp..as we r e onli two gals..if she's not there i will sure be alone..
for example e third day..quite e terrible day for me la..e telematch..erm..sometimes there's always an intention tat gals had to do something which i believe boys rarely wun..it started quite well..but end up..things worsen jus at e first station..even our grp ish not e onli wan happen to hav conflict..but erm..ya, we spent too much time on e first station..which make my leader veri frustrated..cant figure out e next station..all thanks to e person hu did e crossword puzzle la..u enjoyed, but it's an disaster to us..finally we got e place..but we went to e wrong chalet den we saw weikang n meiting..den of cos, weikang saw us as e last grp..he helped us la..asked us to giv him a cheer n he tell w place...den my grp was sian diao la...ish always e cheer tat bring us trouble..cant think of any cheer la..den my leader more frustrated..but gd thing weikang giv us noe idea for e cheer la..den we get thru..den went to next station..reach e chalet..meishan giv way to us n SOS la...cos we consider e last le...den we went down n i heard peilin sae our grp..cheat la, bcos of them we noe e next station..i was super angry tat time la..i jus shout back lo..'' ya, we play cheat..happy? '' ben saw me veri angry la..den he ask me calm down..jus wanna sae sorry to peilin for being so angry to her la..as i was already super frustrated tat time le..my whole grp ish in a mess le lo..den i hear tat of cos veri angry la...jus think tat y mus calculate until so accurate lo..we were in e same state le ma...cant we jus help each other?

den we went to meiting's station..it's cheer again..needa sae cheer to please weikang..my whole grp sian diao again!!!especially our leader..hais...den of cos..he helped us think of one again la..c we so kelian le..
den we played e game..wanna proceed to next station le..den meiting ask us whether got cheer anot..cos got marks..den at tat point of time, my leader ish super frustrated le la...ish like cheer again!den he shouted lo..den i super sian n disappointed la..n i cant take it anymore le den i breakdown..i turn e other side n cried den i jus walk off to e next station..meiting n meishan can oso c us cant think out of any cheer so they oso ask us to go la..den we sae SOS..den esther saw me cryin at e back la..she jus console me lo..ask me dun so sad..thanks gal...i was jus feeling veri stressful as i'm e onli gal there la..den my leader so angry le..plus e other two boys keep play play..n i m super slow tat kind de la..always sure run at e back de lo..i realli wish to go back to our chalet n let e three guys run themselves la!cos they had to wait for me ma..dun wish to lian lei them..so i veri sad la..hais..

den when reach fiona's station..play e last obstacles until half way..den rain..i was like THANK GOD FOR THE RAIN!with e rain, e game sure stop de ma..is like a big stone drop out from my heart le la...

den we went back to e chalet..i realli ren bu zhu den cry again..cos i realli envy those grp hu did veri well n united for e game la...den i was thinkin y my grp cant..hais..den adeline n geraldine come console me..den we tok lo...hais..thanks so much to e 2 of them for being there for me during my super down period during e camp..n thanks to adeline for givin me e toilet to bath first...hee..

den i got e other thing to worry again le la...hais..e talent nite..din prepare at all..but thanks to jessie coming out wif a super good cheer which we get 2nd la!!!yeah..stamp stamp, woolala! stamp stamp, woosh!yeah...im so glad la..for being so last min, we can come out wif something quite gd..n e skit oso..things go well after tat when samuel came back n he lead us for e skit..yeah..we oso get 2nd or 3rd i think...whee!so happy tat our talent nite can come out wif something quite gd la..

seriously, i realli mus comment something..which ish..from tis camp, i observed n was veri impressed n encouraged by junkai's attitude in tis camp..i c him work veri well wif his grp, especially e cheerings durin e telematch..think tat he realli changed alot..jia you! =)

hope tat i'm realli found after tis camp..realli learn meaningful lesson by Rev Lim session..Life in Christ n Gospel's salesman..n oso..i'm so proud of e media video clip la..so excited when we goin to screen..but some bad things crop out for e setting up..den weikang veri frustrated oso..erm, he's so disappointed tat cant hav e best effects tat he n zhenwen tried out e previous day..but jus wanna tell him ish alr veri good le.. =) hee..den i was super nervous for e sharing of e gospel link la..thanks to beverly for preparing me so well n encouraging me to share..n oso geraldine..thanks for tellin me tat i mus give it a try for my first step..hee..everything go well..n i was so happy n glad tat e youths realli pay attention durin tat evangelistic training session..n i realli c them seirously learning n trying to their partners of how to share wif e video..thank God for that..hee..so happy!

i enjoyed e bombing time..espcially e wan after talent night..i suddenly ki siao n was super high tat night la..veri happy tat everbody listen for e '' i sae bing zheng n sae bye '' thingy la..realli enjoyed it!yeah yeah.. =) i sae meimei u sae sot.. meimei sot meimei sot!!!haha...wahahaha...e best part of e whole camp!hee..

e last night ish e most tiring night la..had to rush out e montage clip..but gald tat we did well!n i'm happy n encourage when Jane told me tat we did a great job for e clip..yeah!hee..n oso glad to hear tat we din disappoint weikang..hee..great job zhenwen..n thanks to huixin for helping us up for e behind part..it's realli a great help n so sweet of u for remembering us..hee... =)

last of all, great job to all e committee members for this wonderful n meaningful camp!
we r found... =)
love e camp t-shirt!
D.U.I rocks!
Living in Obedience & Seeking the Truth..

2006-12-13T05:11:00.000-08:00

todae went to zhenwen's house for e media showcase..woo...i'm so proud of e video la!think tat e media ppl realli did a great job!especially e editing la...
thank God for guiding us through...

we watched 2 movies la..which i dun realli noe e title..haha..
den his bro was so cute la..keep askin us to play wif him..at first ish pester eunice play wif him bowling n pei him watch tv..den after tat ish weikang's turn..play hide n seek..haha..den we keep sabo-ing each other la..sae play wif tis jiejie or gorgor..haha...

recently quite lazy in updating my blog..haha..erm..let's recap yesterday..
yest meet meishan in e morning to ask her tuition me amaths..went to mac..had e $2 breakfast..
erm..thanks so much for e time to tuition me!realli a great help.. =)
had clear my doubts for qn..den after tat went bingzheng's house wif her..den weikang n esther came after tat oso..cos got worship prac at nite..so went there den can go together...

sometimes jus doubt his intention..hope she will not end up wif rain la..hais..worrying lo..think tat something not right abt him lo..hais...but it's not my prob too..jus hope things will change...

2006-12-11T04:31:00.000-08:00

haiz...sian..todae's my temp ish veri low..din ki siao n stuff..
todae went emmanuel house to help e media team to pack their things for mission trip..e things were cute n nice..believe e kids there will be veri happy n excited to see it..they sure like it veri much!hee..

sometimes quite sian n irritated..dunno why lei..already inform them..n den todae say tat i din say..wah..when tell them they dun feel like listening, think tat i veri loso..but they always end up say i din say lo..veri angry de lei..n i oso dunno tat needa inform him oso..wah...i realli sian diao la..always like tat...dun believe, dun ask me do it la...hais..even my dearest cousin heard wrongly..say dunno.......VERY ANGRY LA!
ya..isn't i a failure?
not e first time liao lei......arrgh....tat time oso...

2006-12-08T06:14:00.000-08:00

yeah...good news!woo..weikang called me todae after bible trail n he told me tat editing went on well..n edit until veri good!yeah yeah!!!so happy la..cos keep worrying abt tis part..n heard his voice oso think tat he's glad n proud of it..which is something good...den somemore no nid retake band scene..haha..wooooo...so excited to c it!lookin forward to it..yeah..very happy very happy..thank God tat it went on smoothly.. =)

2006-12-07T05:52:00.000-08:00

it's been long since i've update my blog..oops..

let me update my tues outin wif meiting n ger..

woo..it's so fun man..we went yoshinoya for dinner den after tat went to suntec tat water fountain there to chat..b4 goin there..we went giant to buy water first..wah..super funni la..e giant ish like ours de la..we keep laughin like siao lo..cos meiting took super long time to choose a drink la..den we were like spend dunno how long there to get two bottles of drink onli...haha..ger n i laugh until peng la!!!meiting cant make up her mind of wad she wanna drink la..keep changing n changing..den we three walk until so giddy la..walk here n there..haha..laugh until we siao...den finally..meiting get snapple which ish a diet drink..haha..
den we walk to e fountain there..wah...tat's so romantic!!!woo...den meiting start drinking e water..haha..she thinks tat it's so awful la...haha..find so long end up not a nice drink..lolx...haha..den we chat alot of things la..n sae out lotsa of things tat shldn't be said..haha..had a great time chattin w ger n meiting..veri relax..can chat all sorts of things tat we wished..woo..especially e goood news...tat's e best part man..haha..n oso e '...' thingy..haha..was so fun la...den we start takin photos wif our phones..den we ki siao again...keep laughin like mad...e way we pose n stuff..haha..realli an unforgettable day!fun n relax...haven been real happy like tat b4...hee..

2006-12-01T20:14:00.000-08:00

todae went SKS bookshop with lydia n ger..so happy..we stay there to shop for books for 3 hours!wah..that's long...n we found different books..n i bought those on prayers de...ya..suddenly have tis heart of wanting to read a spiritual book cos always travel on mrt for abt an hour without doin anything ish quite a waste of time..so reading a book tat will build my character n relationship with God ish helpful n meaningful..n i wun waste my time on train anymore..hee..yeah yeah..

den when on e way back home..haha..funny thing happen..i suddenly tot of a stupid song tat i learn during primary sch for sing along friday..haha..i start to sing ''my bonnie lies over e ocean...'' haha..den ger give me tat ''dunno you'' look...haha..den i think of another more stupid song..''kakukakuka kiongkiongkiong''..wah..that was so super funny la!den ger so surprise tat i sing tis weird, stupid n funny song out la..den she laugh until peng la...den i start sing ''eldewise....'' showing e actions n everything..it's so super funny la...from tat onwards..me n ger start to ki siao on e train..keep laughin non stop..anything oso laugh..funny not funny oso laugh..haha...den we saw one little gal veri noisy lei..den i told ger ''she looks like me hor..so noisy n zi high, entertaining herself alone...'' like so kelian..den we start staring at her think she so cute..den she realise we lookin at her den she her face change until like wanna cry..den we turn to e other side..scared later her mum come scold us..haha..but we jus cant stop ourselves from laughin...jus feel funny..as she keep playing wif her mum hands or wad la..but her mum jus dun wanna care her..den i think tat reflect about me..haha...cos she entertaining herself...so we keep laugh laugh laugh until peng lo!haha...

2006-11-29T01:31:00.000-08:00

thanks God for everything..i feel so blessed n happy!!!
thanks ger for e effort of all tis surprise!veri happy n touch by all ur actions...

todae..i felt tat i was so blind la..hahas..all of them saw me at causeway but i jus din saw them even i walk pass them..hahas..but good thing i din saw u all la..or else u all veri sad liao lo...lolx..hmmm, lydia acting quite good ya..din make me suspect too much...hahas..den when i open e door..they all sing bdae song for me..wah...den i realise i like so long din blow candle le la...hahas..

after tat they prepared food for me..ya..thanks zhihao for e food..hahas..so clever worr..den after tat i told ger tat i will be even more happy if got senior youth from church come la..cos more shou wif them...den when i saw peter n weikang at e door..i was so happy la..hee..cheer me up even more..yeah yeah..thanks so much...enjoy e time with all of u todae!

den at ard 10..they went back..den suddenly someone knocks e door..hahas..guess who's tat?ger n weikang la..they play lo..den dun show their face..hahas..ur lunchbox so cute la!den my dad abit angry..cos he tot who's tat at nite le..den chat wif both of them..had a great time too...
n sorry ger..cos u so late den reach home..but thanks for everything...oso thanks weikang for sendin my dearest ger back home..hee..

an unforgettable n e most memorable day!wah...muackz!
love all of you!

2006-11-27T20:40:00.000-08:00

yeah!finally e proj serve production end!so happy..
anyway..sorry huiyun for informing u e wrong time todae..hahas..me blur blur..sorry..enjoyed myself alot for production todae!yeah..it's a wrap!

hope e editing for one way ish doin fine..quite worried..
God please take care of it..thanks..

2006-11-27T20:36:00.000-08:00

thanks bev for e cake!i realli feel tat im e most fortunate ppl in the world..so touch by e actions from e ppl around me...thanks alot..

2006-11-26T06:10:00.000-08:00

thanks geraldine, beverly, meiting, adeline. esther, huiyun, peter, weikang, andrew for e present!!!love it veri much!thanks thanks thanks...
i'm realli so happy todae!n all ish my fav colour purple!wah...cool!

realli thanks ger for e effort of gathering so mani ppl to share...veri gan dong..appreciate it so much...

n oso..thanks meishan for e braclet..it's so nice..love it too...

realli an unforgettable day to me!
wah....

thank God for everything!!!