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Monday, January 12, 2009
Things to say...

very long never update my blog alr...

hasnt been well eversince the year start.. why is all the prob coming up? i can be honest that one of the prob is bcos of myself.. but why? im scared that things will change n sth might happen soon...

im stress up with sch work n i dun feel like doing.. im tired of thinking about that burden.. n im afraid that things will go back to the past n turns upside down.. sch, love, money.. why?

why cant i start 2009 properly? i told myself to control my tears always n maintain as cheerful as i can.. i told myself not to affect ppl with my mood.. i wan to be everybody's miss sunshine.. can i?

i dunno who to turn to.. n i only can turn to God.. Lord, pls help me to make a different to everything.. use me to be ppl's blessing.. pls grant me love, joy n acceptance.. let me learn to entrust to u n be faithful in praying.. let me be more sensitive to all the ppl ard me.. pls help me to go through this down period.. n i wun affect my service to u..

n this is the reason why i blog.. to release my frustration here.. dun ask me anything.. i will say if i want..