met up with lydia, grace, rach n ivana jus now.. have a discussion abt the RTTP (Report To The People).. it's on 24th of may.. n it falls on the same day as Kovan Superstar.. hmmm, from 10 to 12.. thank God! at least i can catch some people's performance at the back.. hmmm, even though it was jus a very short discussion jus now but i really learn things from them again.. the four of them.. especially rach n ivana.. their ideas are real creative n happening man! n im gonna learn it so that i can hav more ideas to serve the Lord in media ministry in the days to come.. media has to be creative eh.. hee.. n i think we can have sth like RTTP in church oso... haha.. can be one of the idea, maybe? will work on it..

hmmm, n talking abt Kovan Superstar.. i alr decided that im not joining le.. cos i will be late that day.. n having to rush myself down, i will be even more nervous to sing on stage.. n sometimes i really do wonder n ask myself why i wanna join? hmmm, i din have the idea to sign up wan until that say we publicise the event.. cos meishan they all started to write my name on the forms.. n.. "if serene join, i will join.." err, this sentence come out too fast.. mayb its jus for fun if i wanna join cos i tot i will be free that day.. but today i realise the commitment i gave to RTTP falls on the same day.. n i think this is a very clear ans that God gave me whether i shld join anot.. even i din pray for it, but this qn is on my mind always.. so i decided le..

another thing that caught me is the attitude of joining this competition.. i suddenly have a few qn i ask myself.. if i really join Kovan Superstar, what will be my intention to join? why i wanna join? is it really bcos of fun? is it really bcos i love singing? yes, i do love singing.. n i always sing to myself at home.. but having to stand on a stage to sing, will my intention be still so simple? or is it i will have this mind that i wanna show off? be proud? wanna let ppl hear my singing which i hardly perform solo? hmm, human nature is to be proud.. nobody can disagree.. bcos i have proud moment at times too.. i have to be honest to myself.. pride is in every human being.. n thinking abt the sermon Rev Lim gave on 20apr.. being proud is not sth God likes.. God wants us to be humble.. so i really do pray for myself that i reduce this pride in me.. not onli for this competition.. but in everything i do in my daily life.. cos this singing competition is jus one of the eg..

of cos, joining this competition is not wrong la.. or else the Kovan Superstar wun be here.. haha.. n i do like this event! it's fun! to hear ppl sing.. to see ppl perform.. n Unleash Your Talent (oso one of a singing event XYZ plans) is my fav event! i enjoy UYT always.. n of cos, for Kovan Superstar i super looking forward to it! hee, so exciting n happening! so i wish this competition to go smoothly n really many ppl to join! n especially to our church ppl who r joining.. haha, i hope i will be able to be on time to c u ppl perform.. n i pray that all of u will enjoy ur own performance n rmb that sth harder to compete with is urself! not the other contestants.. jus put in ur best for the performance n dun worry abt the final results.. and as children of God, never forget to use ur beautiful voice to serve the Lord n glorify the Lord with ur singing.. no matter is christian songs or pop songs.. cos if u put in effort to look thru the lyrics n think, pop songs can share gospel too! so jiayou ba! dun waste this talent n gift God had grant u!

im looking forward to 24th may! both RTTP n KOVAN SUPERSTAR!!!! =)