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Friday, February 02, 2007
it's been million years since i update my blog..so sorry to e ppl who r reading my blog always, but see nothing...
sobsob..
so sad..
from next week onwards, our class form teacher change le!sob..mr tan not our form teacher anymore..but no matter how, i will still regard him as my form teacher..hee..he wanna go set up his own business so need alot of time concentrating on e planning..so he resign..but good thing ish..he will still be teaching us dnt until we finish our o level proj..so good n responsible la..still will think for us..todae had a farewell party wif him..n ish realli fun..when he came into e class, we all took out our hp n start takin his photo..he looks like wad korean big stars la..den he so paiseh..haha..den he said his small un-prepared speech..den someone shouted ''mr tan, we love you..'' den u noe wad he replied?which was touching..he first time sae.. ''i love u all too..'' wah..he's shy when sayin tis..but tat's so touching la..he's realli a good n funni teacher la..i rmb e thing tat he helped me most ish my dnt proj in sec3 n most imptly ish abt e financial assistant thingy..he helped me settle e uncleared thingy..which i realli wanna sae a big THANK YOU ot him...thanks alot...all e best, mr tan, in ur career n family!
todae went shopping at bugis street wif meiting,meishan,esther n yinghan..in e beginning i quite sian..dunno y..den after tat quite get into e mood alr..finally get my things..hee..den after tat, had dinner wif meiting n yinghan..quite fun. .especially when we r waiting for train..meiting was so funni la!haha...
actually..few days ago when i online..im thinkin to update my blog alr..but erm..quite sian to do it..since last week, i dun think tat im realli well..my spiritual, studies, so on....felt quite empty somehow..hais..n sometimes oso qute troubled by somethings..my praying time to God oso get lesser..think tat my relationship wif Him gets more n more far..veri disappointed wif myself..hais, i hope my relationsip wif Him will get better..i dun wan myself to be jus sunday christian..
dear God,
im sorry for e broken promises i've made..Lord, You r realli merciful n kind to me..You love me so much..yet, i'm keep disappointing You..help me get back to the times when i experience You...e time i learn to depend on You when im down n lost, e time i learn to share wif You my joy n laughter..Lord, please forgive me..im a sinner, im wicked..Lord, grant Your mercy on me n cleanse me..guide me n continue to show me the way You want me to be..Lord, continue to walk with me n send down e Holy Spirit so that i will not go astray...
i pray all tis in Jesus most precious name..Amen!
November 2006