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Friday, February 09, 2007
Things to say...

sorry to those who r keep waiting for me to update my blog..din realli hav things to write n din come online oso..

erm...

wah..
todae ish e o level results release..congrats to those who had scored well!for those who din..dun be too sad okie?cos i believe as long as u work hard in ur next step, no matter wher u go, u will do well...hee..jia you!

todae..we r compulsory to stay to witness e release of o level results..wah!i was like..'' next year ish my turn le!to receive my results!'' ah...arrgh..time pass so fast!realli veri worried..dunno whether next year i will cry for joy or sobbing badly for my poor results..hais..

meimei ah meimei..
linda ah linda..

mus buck up noe!!!

wake up ur mind!!

dun slack anymore!

dun think u still hav lotsa time to spare!

after chinese new year mus realli study hard le lei!

i dun wan c u cry for ur bad results!

i wan to c u get into e courses u wan to go!media n design!

jia you jia you lei.....

dear Lord,
please grant me discipline to study hard..grant me discipline to watch less tv shows, sleep less..dun wait anymore..oso at e same time, let me will grow in u Lord..let me will hold on to You..experience You Lord everyday...teach me Lord, guide me Lord...
i pray all this in Jesus name..
Amen!

jus suddenly thought of tis..
28nov..
a taiwanese female artiste, hsu weilun pass away in an car accident..

it's veri unexpected..
she's young..

when i heard tis news..mani thoughts went thru my mind..

i neva noe when i will leave tis world..
perhaps tml, i can't wake up..i met an accident n sae goodbye..
who noes wad will happen to me?no one can predict...

her death cause me to think alot..
i mus precious every single second of my life..

i mus live everyday wif no regrets..

i mus live everyday meaningfully..

so that, if one day i jus leave e world unexpectedly, i will leave in peace wif no regrets wif my lives..

i dun mind sayin tis 'negative' thing openly..my friend scold me when i sae tis..she said, ''dun sae tis anymore ok?someone jus leave e world unexpectedly n u r here keep adding salt n vinegar..''

but i jus think tat we mus face tis anytime..
everyboone will die..it's jus e matter of time....
her death ish a reflection to me..

but then..i had jus watsted two weeks of my life..
for e past two weeks..my life ish terrible..
no spiritual growth..
lazy to do my homework..
everything last min..
how?how?how?i cant carry on like tis..i mus do sth about it!n it's a MUST!i keep sayin tis..but i din change...i can't give up!

linda, stop running away....please stop wasting ur time!
u can't live wif regrets, gal..

dear God,
help me Lord..not to waste my life day by day...let me live everyday wif no regrets..continue to hold me n guide me in ur ways..Lord, let me live my days tat u wan me to be....grant me discipline to read e bible, read ur precious words...i commmit all this in ur hands, Lord..
Amen!





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Friday, February 02, 2007
Things to say...

it's been million years since i update my blog..so sorry to e ppl who r reading my blog always, but see nothing...

sobsob..

so sad..

from next week onwards, our class form teacher change le!sob..mr tan not our form teacher anymore..but no matter how, i will still regard him as my form teacher..hee..he wanna go set up his own business so need alot of time concentrating on e planning..so he resign..but good thing ish..he will still be teaching us dnt until we finish our o level proj..so good n responsible la..still will think for us..todae had a farewell party wif him..n ish realli fun..when he came into e class, we all took out our hp n start takin his photo..he looks like wad korean big stars la..den he so paiseh..haha..den he said his small un-prepared speech..den someone shouted ''mr tan, we love you..'' den u noe wad he replied?which was touching..he first time sae.. ''i love u all too..'' wah..he's shy when sayin tis..but tat's so touching la..he's realli a good n funni teacher la..i rmb e thing tat he helped me most ish my dnt proj in sec3 n most imptly ish abt e financial assistant thingy..he helped me settle e uncleared thingy..which i realli wanna sae a big THANK YOU ot him...thanks alot...all e best, mr tan, in ur career n family!

todae went shopping at bugis street wif meiting,meishan,esther n yinghan..in e beginning i quite sian..dunno y..den after tat quite get into e mood alr..finally get my things..hee..den after tat, had dinner wif meiting n yinghan..quite fun. .especially when we r waiting for train..meiting was so funni la!haha...

actually..few days ago when i online..im thinkin to update my blog alr..but erm..quite sian to do it..since last week, i dun think tat im realli well..my spiritual, studies, so on....felt quite empty somehow..hais..n sometimes oso qute troubled by somethings..my praying time to God oso get lesser..think tat my relationship wif Him gets more n more far..veri disappointed wif myself..hais, i hope my relationsip wif Him will get better..i dun wan myself to be jus sunday christian..

dear God,
im sorry for e broken promises i've made..Lord, You r realli merciful n kind to me..You love me so much..yet, i'm keep disappointing You..help me get back to the times when i experience You...e time i learn to depend on You when im down n lost, e time i learn to share wif You my joy n laughter..Lord, please forgive me..im a sinner, im wicked..Lord, grant Your mercy on me n cleanse me..guide me n continue to show me the way You want me to be..Lord, continue to walk with me n send down e Holy Spirit so that i will not go astray...
i pray all tis in Jesus most precious name..Amen!