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Tuesday, January 02, 2007
IT'S SO HARD TO BELIEVE!!!a new year has begin...
it was like i jus entered christ church, but now..wah...it's my last year in chirst church le..i'm graduating tis year!can't believe..time realli flies...i'm having my o level tis year..i'm stress and scared..e feeling ish, ''it's my turn le..'' i message xinmei n hukun todae..n we were sayin tat time flies!oh..i rmb when hukun n i were in sec two..we imgaine ourselves becoming sec four..but both of us were like, ''wah..we are sec four tis year le..graduating..can't believe tat we will be sec four gals from tml onwards le...'' oh man....
hmmm..enough of all e can't believe it things le..it's quite a sad thing..hais..i jus have to continue to tell and pray for myself..mus jia you and realli start to study from e beginning of e year, mus work hard..no more play play time..and oso to pray for my discipline in stuyding n my spiritual growth..
let's recap last fri, 29 nov...
tat day, i realli experience God alot..firstly, ish e weather..i started to pray since i send e message to e gals of e meetin time..i keep praying n praying for e weather..sunny day n we hav fun..n realli thank God..tat day ish realli e veri super wonderful good weather!!!no single drops of rain at all..n we all realli had lotsa fun together cycling!hope to hav more of tis activity...it's realli a great feeling tat we bond together other den sunday..n we r not onli sunday frens..
another thankful thing ish..
before meeting e gals..i met ger to go ah gong's cemetery together..it's realli veri veri thankful..cos for veri long, i realli wish to go n visit ah gong's cemetery..but i dunno how to go..kept thinkin tat it's a veri wulu wulu place..but on thurs..da gugu told me tat she went wif er gugu on mon takin bus 172 there..wah..when i heard tat..i called ger when i reach home..i ask her whether wanna go together e next morning before we go meet e gals..but i'm so afraid tat we cant find n stuff..but ger told me tat, ''e road ish dead, but we r alive..'' her kou tou can..hee..so we went on fri together..went to buy mac $2 breakfast first..den we took bus there..firstly, so thankful tat we met a friendly bus driver..we saw one lady went to ask him abt e route to e place she wanna go..den i realise e uncle ish so friendly..so i went to ask him wher to alight..den when reach le, he told us to press e bell...hee..den we walk walk walk to find e grave..we went to e catholics side which was wrong la..den we walk back to e other side..den we walk pass a tentage which sell flowers..secondly, so thankful tat we managed to get flowers..cos actually we wanna buy de..but too early, no flowery shop..but we walk pass tis shop..so happy la..n not veri expensive oso..so we get a bunch of orchids..so happy =) ..den i shun bian ask e person whether she noe wher is protestant cemetery path 4..she dunno wad im tokin la..den she asked me e blk..but i dunno!haha..den she ask me when buried de..den she told me ish blk 7 n walk wher..thanks so much to e auntie..she told us e right path..den we find find find..yes..finally found ah gong's grave..i'm so thankful n happy tat we found it so easily..n we start to put e flowers..humph..someone steal e dog's chain..so angry la..grave thing oso wanna steal..good thing tat time we stick e dogs..or else now i think left nothing le..
wah..it's ah gong 1st death anniversary tomorrow..same same..first day of sch like last year..miss him....
end of fri..
let's recap sun...
sun i was late for service..miss e worship..jus read adeline's blog..veri true..e sermon ish meaningful..we mus forget e past failure n accomplish and look forward to e new year for new success!!den after e sermon..pastor lead e worship again..quan xin de ni..he asked ppl to go to e front..i cried at tat moment when he sang e song n prayed for e all e ppl..tears jus cant stop rolling down..jus feel like crying..e year ish ending....
den after tat..most of e youths went marina square..we ate han's n another grp ate carl's junior..so sad..they wanna separate eat..erm..realli miss those moments..it's like since sooo long so mani youths go out together after church la...so happy..but after tat..meiting they all went off..den i was so sad..suddenly become moody..moodswing..start to worried n super sian abt sch...hais..hais... =( somemore first day of sch got amaths provisional exam..hais, din prepare much lo..super no confidence..think will drop..but jus take e paper den fail i will drop lo..dun drop oso cannot la...haha..den somemore my prob ish back..can't run away..i keep praying n praying..den i started to get more sian cos no more meiting to tok to..feel like tokin to her..got things to tell her..den i went to ah ma's hse to stay...pei xiao gugu oso..oso dun wan to go home, cos not in veri gd mood..i will throw my temper..hais..
tomorrow mus realli sit down and set my goals for 2007..i mus study realli hard and at e same time, mus grow spiritually..dun stop here!jia you for 2007..n ur o level!mus get into poly n e course u wan, linda....jia you!!!
November 2006