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Friday, January 19, 2007
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it's been years since i update my blog..din come online n lazy to do so..sorrie..

todae went to ngee ann poly open house..
ish so sian..cos my clicks din go..they have their ''fav'' chinese orchestra..haha..den i sian until i'm so quiet like mute lo...arrgh..my other frens think tat i'm so unusal man...haha..

actually..e open house was quite well done..get to noe e courses better..n it's time for me to think thru which course i shld go le..den i will hav a new goal for my academic!hee.. =)





i'm tired...

things getting worst..

how?
what to do?

pray and continue to wait.....

it's realli hard to let go..

terrible to persuade myself...





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Tuesday, January 09, 2007
Things to say...

I thank God that He is faithful.
I thank God that He guide and lead me through this tough period and making this big decision.
I thank God that He answered my prayer and provide a way for me.
I thank God that He carried me throughout the whole process of making this decision.
I thank God that I had learned to depend on Him when I'm lost and met with difficulties.





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Friday, January 05, 2007
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yeahyeah..waited todae for long..cos tml ish sat le!can rest, no sch!!haha...

tis few days sch was fine for me..din realli had lesson except history n emaths todae..for e past few days, we were all sitted in e hall to listen to e vice principal n principal super long n naggy talk...all i can sae ish BORING!!!dun understand y la..keep repeating e sch philosophy, mission n vision la..dun think anyone gets it into their ears lo..haha..i was jus sleepin all e way..haha..but after todae's talk by e vice principal, our discipline master giv us some disciplinary talk..even though it might seems boring by e name ''disciplinary''..but i can sae tat it's quite interesting..haha..cos our discipline master ish veri entertaining n funny..even though he's sayin wad we shld or shld not do..but he uses e other way which makes us will listen..e most funni part ish when he sae abt our inner wear..lolx....
frankly speaking, i realli admire tis discipline master..he's realli veri good!e best discipline master i've ever met in my sch life..hee =D ..

ate chilli crabs todae..yummy yummy..delicious!!hee...

woosh..tml will be our first kovan gathering for e year 2007..yeah!hope tis year, more youths will come kovan..hope not like last time which i c onli abt 10 ppl there..i simply sian diao n quite discouraged..but erm..i can't be affected but keep goin n oso encourage ppl to go..we must not hav e attitude tat nobody goes so i dun go lo..but we must be e one asking ppl to join us..yeah man...jia you jia you oh!!hee..

looking forward to tml!miss e fellowship time..haha...especially when sch reopens...





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Tuesday, January 02, 2007
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IT'S SO HARD TO BELIEVE!!!a new year has begin...
it was like i jus entered christ church, but now..wah...it's my last year in chirst church le..i'm graduating tis year!can't believe..time realli flies...i'm having my o level tis year..i'm stress and scared..e feeling ish, ''it's my turn le..'' i message xinmei n hukun todae..n we were sayin tat time flies!oh..i rmb when hukun n i were in sec two..we imgaine ourselves becoming sec four..but both of us were like, ''wah..we are sec four tis year le..graduating..can't believe tat we will be sec four gals from tml onwards le...'' oh man....

hmmm..enough of all e can't believe it things le..it's quite a sad thing..hais..i jus have to continue to tell and pray for myself..mus jia you and realli start to study from e beginning of e year, mus work hard..no more play play time..and oso to pray for my discipline in stuyding n my spiritual growth..

let's recap last fri, 29 nov...

tat day, i realli experience God alot..firstly, ish e weather..i started to pray since i send e message to e gals of e meetin time..i keep praying n praying for e weather..sunny day n we hav fun..n realli thank God..tat day ish realli e veri super wonderful good weather!!!no single drops of rain at all..n we all realli had lotsa fun together cycling!hope to hav more of tis activity...it's realli a great feeling tat we bond together other den sunday..n we r not onli sunday frens..

another thankful thing ish..
before meeting e gals..i met ger to go ah gong's cemetery together..it's realli veri veri thankful..cos for veri long, i realli wish to go n visit ah gong's cemetery..but i dunno how to go..kept thinkin tat it's a veri wulu wulu place..but on thurs..da gugu told me tat she went wif er gugu on mon takin bus 172 there..wah..when i heard tat..i called ger when i reach home..i ask her whether wanna go together e next morning before we go meet e gals..but i'm so afraid tat we cant find n stuff..but ger told me tat, ''e road ish dead, but we r alive..'' her kou tou can..hee..so we went on fri together..went to buy mac $2 breakfast first..den we took bus there..firstly, so thankful tat we met a friendly bus driver..we saw one lady went to ask him abt e route to e place she wanna go..den i realise e uncle ish so friendly..so i went to ask him wher to alight..den when reach le, he told us to press e bell...hee..den we walk walk walk to find e grave..we went to e catholics side which was wrong la..den we walk back to e other side..den we walk pass a tentage which sell flowers..secondly, so thankful tat we managed to get flowers..cos actually we wanna buy de..but too early, no flowery shop..but we walk pass tis shop..so happy la..n not veri expensive oso..so we get a bunch of orchids..so happy =) ..den i shun bian ask e person whether she noe wher is protestant cemetery path 4..she dunno wad im tokin la..den she asked me e blk..but i dunno!haha..den she ask me when buried de..den she told me ish blk 7 n walk wher..thanks so much to e auntie..she told us e right path..den we find find find..yes..finally found ah gong's grave..i'm so thankful n happy tat we found it so easily..n we start to put e flowers..humph..someone steal e dog's chain..so angry la..grave thing oso wanna steal..good thing tat time we stick e dogs..or else now i think left nothing le..
wah..it's ah gong 1st death anniversary tomorrow..same same..first day of sch like last year..miss him....

end of fri..
let's recap sun...

sun i was late for service..miss e worship..jus read adeline's blog..veri true..e sermon ish meaningful..we mus forget e past failure n accomplish and look forward to e new year for new success!!den after e sermon..pastor lead e worship again..quan xin de ni..he asked ppl to go to e front..i cried at tat moment when he sang e song n prayed for e all e ppl..tears jus cant stop rolling down..jus feel like crying..e year ish ending....
den after tat..most of e youths went marina square..we ate han's n another grp ate carl's junior..so sad..they wanna separate eat..erm..realli miss those moments..it's like since sooo long so mani youths go out together after church la...so happy..but after tat..meiting they all went off..den i was so sad..suddenly become moody..moodswing..start to worried n super sian abt sch...hais..hais... =( somemore first day of sch got amaths provisional exam..hais, din prepare much lo..super no confidence..think will drop..but jus take e paper den fail i will drop lo..dun drop oso cannot la...haha..den somemore my prob ish back..can't run away..i keep praying n praying..den i started to get more sian cos no more meiting to tok to..feel like tokin to her..got things to tell her..den i went to ah ma's hse to stay...pei xiao gugu oso..oso dun wan to go home, cos not in veri gd mood..i will throw my temper..hais..

tomorrow mus realli sit down and set my goals for 2007..i mus study realli hard and at e same time, mus grow spiritually..dun stop here!jia you for 2007..n ur o level!mus get into poly n e course u wan, linda....jia you!!!